In love with dennis.

I'VE MOVED (:

2010-01-07T10:51:00.002+08:00

Please proceed to ..

my new blog (:

i wanted to stop blogging but ..

2009-12-22T12:06:00.005+08:00

Baby wants me to continue blogging ! Hmph !

So it's been 2 weeks since i blogged, and i can't seem to remember what i did cos' my eyes and mind has been too engrossed in my baby darling boy ♥ i don't wanna waste my time blogging while i'm with baby for a whole week ! That also means my post is gonna be 2 weeks long :D

Noticed that baby stopped eating beef for few months now, asked him why, his reply: cos' you don't eat beef - that's why he stopped too. (':

1112o9.

Wanted to pick baby up but time did not allow :( So went to baby's house and waited for him. Feel so weird that day, seeing baby's family finishing their last pack up before going off to the airport and eventually flying off to Hong Kong :( i was suppose to be flying too ! Bah, shall wait till 7 August 2010 ! However on the brighter side, i've around a whole week to glue with baby (like we always did before the army !) ~ So yes, we have the whole house to ourselves (:

1212o9.

On the first day of freedom, baby suggested that we should head to town for some shopping ♥ ! Let the pictures talk, cos' i'm damn lazy (:

Escalator.

My fucked up fringe that day !

Topman's changing room, waiting for baby.

Lunch, baby is in love with this cheese noodles.

Yum.

Can't finish my noodles, gave it to baby, thus this.

Stunned.<
Went to get our favorite Beard Papa in Strawberry !

Keeps walking.

Sad baby hah !

The Xmas tree at Takashimaya.

Snapped as we walked.

Big eyed boy.

Blur baby.

Headed to Queenstown after that !

Baby trying on the sneakers.

And he bought a pair for me too :D

End of shopping trip ! Roar baby roar !

Cooked steamed egg with meat for dinner ! Too much pepper :(

Even though i could not clearly recall the details of the day, but i know we had alot of funny chats as usual (: Loads of popo and mumus, overall - baby's being very nice and sweet to me !

1312o9.

Had a good night sleep with baby, next day we went out for lunch and caught the damn fucking funny movie - Zombieland (:

Off we go !

Settled down at Pizza Hut !

He posed like this on his own LOL.

Copycat me !

Bah !

Chen jian hua.

Twist and dunk is nice.

My greedy boyf.

My turn to get on candid.

Full and contented.

Forgot to off flash, we hate flashes.

He really loves to kiss me when photo-taking !

Zombieland made us laughed out loud ! We enjoyed the movie and of cos', the cuddles (:

1512o9.

Forgot again, but there's pictures, so ..

Baby slept over at my house, leaving back to his house.

Seeing his epic face, i smiled.

Mumu FTW :D

Smiling to himself ?

Baby sweat.

Out for dinner.

Soup restaurant, but i was quite full then.

Had an argument with baby, hate it to the max :( But glad that we're alright after that (: When there's love, there's a way baby ♥

1612o9.

Bugis date with baby (: We explored Illuma even though baby swore that he'll never take a step in HAHAHA ! Reason: before Illuma was opened, baby was looking at the interesting building .. And he missed a step and fell ! LOL. So silly isn't him ? (: Maybe i am more silly, i bought a new bow rubber band and threw it to the bin with my beard papa wrapper ! But thanks baby for a new one after that :D

My hair looks utterly ugly with the super long fringe.

Poor baby was so hungry, but prepared the shaker fries for me nonetheless !

Trying to kiss me again hur baby ?!

Happy meals, in our heart (:

Waiting to collect baby's purchase at Messy.

Took neoprints too :D

It's damn blur cos' we forgot to choose the sizes of printout :(

Baby's work of deco.

The deejays.

Baby suggested the hands-hooking pose.

Sweet ♥

Illuma after Bugis junction !

Plant me more.

My fugly hair, cute octoppy baby !

Why sad sad oh ?

Baby getting the arcade card.

Baby waiting to play Jubeat - his new arcade addiction, my soon to be LOL.

Tried out the mahjong with baby, we pawned the other player sitting at the opposite !

Too skinny even after 7kgs.

Short, fat, fugly :(

Bored while waiting for the Jubeat to be maintained.

Finally - Jubeat, after the machine was under maintenance for 15 minutes zzz.

Escalator shots everywhere.

Baby and i both got hooked onto Drum Mania game :D

Why so serious ? Hah !

Me, chillin' beside him.

Time for dinner at Illuma ! Japanese restaurant, forgot the name.

Love our Everlast sneakers, with newly bought black laces !

The restaurant uses a sensory pen to take our orders, however the sensor was like WTF lousy, that explains our tiredness after having to use half an house to order LOL.

Teppanyaki arrives and a hungry boy !

Cha Soba arrives and a hungry girl !

Can't you see i'm trying to get the dessert into the picture ?!

Believe it or not, my lips didn't touch his !

i love this picture very much.

The food we had, it's fucking awesome i swear !

Another random escalator shot !

Felt so loved that day, baby wanted to get my some clothes but to no avail, he's always wanting to get me stuffs nowadays. But of cos' i rejected ! Don't want let him spend so much on me ! All i need is your love and care my dearest ♥

1712o9.

Baby's gonna book in for Friday duty, sad, but as he said - bu she de also must she de ! Well well (:

i love you baby !

Even though it was only a day apart, it still breaks my heart, having to let you leave. But i know it all, that your heart is still with me.

19-2o12o9.

Did not go out on Saturday as baby was tired after his duty. Went to catch Avatar in 3D (: Camera was soon-to-be flat, so i decided not to take it out. Fuck, i regretted. Cos' Alvin & The Chipmunks mascot was there :'( Managed to take picture with Alvin and Theodore .. But the pictures suck, FUCKING PHONE :(

Silly manda and dennis.

Tied my hair.

And regretted !

Wanted to get the tickets at 2pm plus but it was sold out :( Got the 5.45pm though, and ended up having to eat, shop, relax at AMK Hub ! We love Coffee Bean Blackforest Ice Blend like mad can ! Nice whipped cream and coffee blend hmmmmm ! Went to Zone-X and had fun again, played Mahjong alot cos' it kills time the fastest ! Finally it was time to get into the cinema (: Bought Jumbo Hot Dog combo with wedges cos' i'm hungry ! Avatar in 3D is holy fawesome ! Baby and i loved it ! I wanna get my own avatar too heh (:

2112o9.

Went back to Kallang home early in the morning to meet Ling Ling jie jie for my medic insurance which daddy bought. Chatted with her, makes me feel good as we have not catch up like 527321496849324 years ! Hah. I'm glad (: i was damn sleepy after that, headed home and napped, before heading out to meet precious for his nights out ! And mr silly boy sang me a love song HAHAHA !

Dinner @ Benten (japanese cuisine).

Prawn Mayonnaise in front !

My Seafood Curry Baked Rice - YUMMY !

Baby's, without the curry one.

Strawberry Cheese Parfait - awesome !

Shoved up 2 big spoons of parfait into his mum - that explains his expression :D Serve you right baby, for forcing a big spoonful on me first !

Brain freezed baby ?!

We always do this with things we can eat/drink :b

Went to Zone-X at Jurong Point. Arcaded again i know, yes. Wasted our time and the money value there cos' baby accidentally tapped too much credits onto the Jubeat Machine :( The card was in his pocket while he stands up and play so .. Argh. The value cannot be refunded into the card again, therefore we had no choice but to spend the whole 20 dollars on random games ! 10 credits on Drum Mania i suppose ? ZZZ to the max. Could have watched a movie with the 2 freaking hours inside the arcade :(

Outside Ji De Chi dessert shop - Bad sweet tooths the both of us have !

Mine - Yin Yang Mango with Black Glutinous Rice, $6.

His - Durian with Pomelo Sago, $6.

Although much time was wasted in the arcade, i'm really happy to see and have you by my side my dear (: Having a lot of fun with you, sweet chats, and all your mumus and popos owned me deep deep ♥ can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you sweetheart, jet'aime.

you keep me drowning in your love.

Random, since i'm rotting at home.

2009-12-05T12:41:00.002+08:00

I'm born on Friday, a day i love or hate at times.

Personality Traits

- Wise and humble; not really, damn thick skin one me.
- Inspiring character; not sure about this ?
- Creative bent of mind; yes yes.
- Fun to be with; i don't think i need to elaborate on this (:
- Loyal lover; i am i am !
- Good looker and great dresser; i like to dress up only at home to take pictures ?
- Confident; thanks, i love my confidence.
- Center of attention in a crowd; sometimes i attract the attention !
- Love the finer things of life; of cos, especially good food.
- Caring; this one must ask Dennis !

Dennis' born on Thursday, the day we got together somehow :b

Personality Traits

- Exuberant and cheerful; he always laugh very loud one !
- Deep thinker; quite, but not in front of me.
- Good sense of humor; very, but too much vulgarities spoken !
- Understanding nature; yes yes.
- Faithful towards family, friends and your love; agree ! very family oriented he said.
- Easy going; of course, happy go lucky just like me heh.
- Attractive personality; he attracted me as you can see.
- Generous; yes he is very generous, except the prawn cracker :(
- Amiable; very friendly, just that first time meeting him he's quite cold.
- Ambitious; he is he is !

Blur queen manda.

2009-12-03T22:47:00.004+08:00

Hello, i'm so blur, damn blur. I mixed up the dates, i thought today was the 2nd and i didn't realised till baby wished me:

Happy 1 year 2 months ♥ !

Remembered baby said this to me on a particular day when i tried to feel his heartbeats but to no avail:

Me: Eh, why baby no heartbeat one ?
Dennis: Cos' i don't have heart.
Me: Hur ? How come ?
Dennis: You feel your own, got 2 hearts or not ?
Me: *feels my heart*
Dennis: i gave you my heart, that's why i no heart !
Me: So sweet eh !

So sorry sweetheart, i'm really stupid luh. But i'm smart to get you as my boyf HAHAHA. I love you baby, even though this week is tough, i'll treasure the sunday with you alright. Thanks for the wish anyway, don't angry okay :b

I shall update more tomorrow or so, so lazy, lots of pictures ! Goodnight, and i don't feel like going to school tomorrow either. Bye !

Okay, back to update. I'm so damn lazy i know :D

2711o9.

That day i was angry with baby hmph. Don't want talk to him. He was so scared, keep asking me dont ignore him hmph. No matter how angry am i, after awhile i'll still hug him one hmph. My hearts is damn soft can ?! Basically i can't remember much that day. Just let the pictures talk:

Genuine smiles.

He love to kiss me !

i don't deny it either :b

He likes Mickey, so i bought these.

2811o9.

Swimming again ! This time round we tan ourselves more then we swim, cos' silly baby feels like vomiting as he ate a hot dog bun before swimming ! He's damn naughty, keep splashing water on me ! Hmph. Luckily it only rained after we finished our session ! Went to Northpoint to have our lunch before going to Causeway Point for my big big bear and movie :D Ninja Assasin is good anyway, but baby don't know scared of what .. Sigh. Next time don't bring him watch this type of movie already.

Walking under the rain after swimming session 2 (OTW to Northpoint) !

Back home with Kilo (baby named it LOL) !

A gift from sweetheart is loved.

Big right !

It's comfy to hug it (: Baby says that i hug bear don't want hug him already LOL, so cute hur baby.

2911o9.

Can't remember much but baby was nice that day, ask me to take photos ! HAHAHA. So we camwhored abit and relaxed ourselves (:

Seems like this is his favorite pose !

Grins.

Peace.

We're happy happy happy !

Baby and his KILLER TWIST LOOK LOL.

i love this !

my mind can go weak for you,
my mind can go strong for you,
as long as you're still loving me,
any or everything i'm willing to.

No hugs to sleep tonight.

2009-11-21T10:43:00.004+08:00

Spending little time with baby this week, it's Saturday today, and he's doing his duty for the whole day ! Only able to see him tomorrow :( night he's still gonna book in. Damn. Luckily he had nights out for Thursday and yesterday. If not i'm gonna miss him like mad ! Okay, actually i am :( Alright, back to last week's update ! Always lagging in my updates damn. Make me forget most of the things i did. Oh well.

1311o9.

Wanted to go pick baby up but he's booking out early, and i have a damn test to go with. Bought baby his favorite Ritz Apple Strudel and chicken pie from Polar ! But i ended up eating the chicken pie cos' i'm damn hungry ! Basically the rest of the night is what we usually do !

1411o9.

Went swimming with silly baby ! Before that we went to get baby's swimming trunk at Sportslink Northpoint (: Baby went to buy some Delifrance's pastry and off we went over to the swimming complex by bus 11. Baby looked down on me, saying that it's too far for me to walk over ! Ta-dah ! Proved to him that the distance was no kick to me ! My swimming costume was damn blue (i freaking hate the color blue), had floral prints on it, and was very low cut ! So ugly. No choice also. Changed, went to the deep pool with baby, but everyone in the pool is learning to swim. No choice again, went to the normal pool. Half of baby's body is out of the water when he stands LOL. He can even kneel in the pool. Didn't really swim, all i did was to dive, backstroke, and then wrestle with baby ! He damn bad, do a suplex on me :( But overall, it's damn fun to go to the pool with him ! Baby lost the hold-the-breathe challenge heh ! Swimming is definitely an affordable and relaxable entertainment (:

After bathing ! Baby looked pleased (:

Baby went to get fishballs for us ! It was our childhood memories ! To eat a warm stick of fishballs after the cold waters (: Off we went to Northpoint to have dinner. Baby brought me to Ishi Mura even though he doesn't feel like eating anything there.

Me: Eh ? I thought you don't want anything here ?
Dennis: But you want ah, anything you like can already.

Very big smile comes out from me (: Thoughtful but silly boyf ! Didn't catch the movie 2010 cos' baby's feeling tired. When we was about to go home, baby thought of eating durians ! Off we marched to Chong Pang. The durian uncle was like 'couples got discount' when we walked past, damn fucking funny ! While waiting for baby's mum and dad to come choose the durians, baby went to the spectacle shop to get his contact lenses !

Checking his eyesight. Love his side view so much (:

So funny !

i've got nothing to do but to take pictures.

Writing his particulars.

Baby and his mum.

In the car, happy cos ..

We bought 3 Mao Shan Wang durians for a freaking $72. Damn costing but freaking good durians, the best we'd ever tasted.

Baby was like shouting Mao Shan Wang to people at random bus stops from the car. Very silly.

Baby's epic expression, love it.

Nice, we love the Mao Shan Wang durians !

Spent the night watching Jennifer's Body with baby with my lappie. Megan Fox is hot, the rest is not. Having a tiring day, baby and i slept like a log through the night.

1511o9.

I hate baby, cos' he got big big eyes when he wears his contact lens ! Bah. It was damn funny to look at baby when he try to wear the lens. It's been so many years since the last time he wore it.

First few tries failed like mad !

All the explicit words coming out from him when he wears !

Looks like i'm smelling his armpit and seems to be very pleased with it LOL.

Success !

His eyes looking bigger without his nerd specs ! You deserve a mumu baby !

Okay, we deserve a mumu together (:

Think that's the end of my post, don't know what to blog already ! Ciao all, take care ~

Everynight with you,
is still a good good night.

Change of blog song (:

2009-11-12T13:47:00.004+08:00

Even if the sky is falling down,
you'll be my only,
no need to worry.

Down - Jay Sean.

Baby will have his nights out later (: Can't wait cos' i want my mumus & popos ! I'm sure we'll go around the whole mall with laughter again heh. Glad that boyf is not like the others guys, who only talk with no actions (: need a nap before i go out, ciao !

Astrology for ..

Aries + Leo

Fire + Fire = Explosion

Positive:

The elemental combination of Aries fire with Leo fire is an excellent one. There seems to be an immediate attraction and an immediate understanding of each other’s personality. This combination works on every level: physically, mentally and emotionally (true true, if you know what i mean). Even your spiritual sides will be inspired by each other.

You are both driven individuals with strong creative impulses, so you are well placed to understand and support each other’s ambitions. When you do help each other, you will both succeed in achieving your own individual long-term goals. The two of you can work as a great team.

The common element of fire between you promises a rich and rewarding experience, sexually. Sensually speaking, this is an extremely compatible star sign combination. You couldn’t ask for a much better combo. You are both keen to assert yourselves by pleasing each other, so you will make sure each other’s deepest needs are met.

Negative:

If you are working together, there might be a showdown sooner or later (hope it doesn't come) as you both vie for the dominating position. Others might, unfortunately, get caught in the middle of your ferocious battles of will.

Overview:

Overall, Leo is one of the better star signs for you, as you can enjoy a great social life and also a more serious and committed long-term relationship with Leos.

A month more.

2009-11-10T18:49:00.003+08:00

To Hong Kong duh ! Heh. Seriously lack of time to update my poor blog. Don't know whether November is a good month not. Buddy Reece met up with some serious problems in his life :( hope you're alright buddy ! I'm always here for anyone who needs me (: Incredibly, some people i've met online became my best buddies or friends around me. Never regret knowing them, it's my pleasure. However, there are also 'friends' that are so hypocritical, never sincere about meeting up and only look for me when there's something they want to ask or need. Damn. I'm not a charity person okay. Maybe i should remove the list of hypocrites from my list.

Anyway back to the updates on my weekend with sweetheart (: Baby actually booked out around 4pm that day. Wasn't able to pick him up due to my test. Thought that he'll come to school to pick me up as he suggested himself, but he didn't :( i was really upset and disappointed, then baby SMSed me to say "you made my surprise until no surprise already" ! HAHAHA. He really got me a surprise.

Tadah !

I know what you all want to say - Buy shoes for girlf/boyf will send them away ! Bah. I did ask him why.

Me: Why you buy shoes for me ? Not scare i run away ah ?
Dennis: Cos' that time you told me your shoe spoil, so i went to get a pair for you.
Me: Wah, you still remember ah ? My shoe size you also remembered ?!
Dennis: Then ? Of cos' remember ! Don't run away okay !
Me: *mumu baby*

He's mad sweet. I only told him my shoe size like once. & i didn't expect him to remember the casual remark i made about my spoilt shoe ! I didn't know he actually listened so much of my nonsense. He cared even more than i expected man. Love you deep deep DCKW ♥

Friday night went to Chun ann's house to play mahjong. Baby & i VS Chun ann & Eunice (his girlf). Baby and i each won $12 hehe. Super tired that night, played till my legs and hands went soft. Can't walk properly. Baby piggy-backed me all the way down the lane till we got a cab (: i was laughing like mad on his back cos' of some funny stuffs ! But really thank you so much baby ! Always taking care of me (: if it was my ex, i think he'll just ask me to fuck off ! Budgeting left us with no choice but to try to save as much as possible. But this silly boyf of mine went to check up Poker King's time slot and brought me out to watch it around 9pm. We like the show. It's damn cute and funny, and there's chio girls inside hah !

Before going for the movie.

Need more of these !

Lots of smiles.

Sunday we went out to have lunch at Yishun 925 with his mum and little brother. We chatted so much about the Hong Kong trip (: Really looking so forward. Baby wants to get a jean at Zara, i don't want to get it there cos' it's freaking expensive :( baby wants to buy one for me but i can't bring myself to buy it. Save money save money ! After that we went to Cold Storage to restock my fat baby's snack for his camp.

Baby always talk a lot of crap one HAHAHA !

Stick to me more baby hehe !

Some people say i take so many pictures with my boyf, not bored ? I say, you never know how much time you're left with. So why not capture every little moment and make it a beautiful memory ? I love taking pictures with baby, even though he doesn't really likes it, but for me he will (: i take pretty pictures, i print them out, i keep them - When i grow old, i wanna look back on the pretty days of love (: Goodnight world, i miss my sweetest.

i love our little terms,
mumu popo qinqin sweat & more,
the love language we know.

Felt like flying.

2009-11-04T15:01:00.002+08:00

My Hong Kong trip has been confirmed (: i can't wait to go Ocean's Park, Ladies' Market and all the good food. The most important part would be of cos' my baby boy ! Will be traveling with him again hehe. So thankful to baby & his mum. Baby's mum actually SMSed baby to ask why my face was black that particular night, was it because of the dinner, she thought i did not like the food. Baby then told her that i find the price of the ticket too steep, and was a bit sad that i couldn't go. Baby told me that his mum went to search for a cheaper flight just for me. I was touched, didn't know that his mum would actually go through all the troubles to fulfill my wish to go to Hong Kong. Now all i need is to save up money, pay for the ticket, and set a budget for my shopping trip (: Felt so happy that i can fly now, literally ! Maybe i really think too much at times. If baby wasn't there to speak my heart out, i would probably be lifeless now.

Baby is feeling better today, i'm glad. Waiting for this Friday to arrive, wanna give him a bear hug, a wet kiss, and definitely a good massage (: Baby says his army people would be having Kuishinbo dinner this Friday, and baby wants me to join him ! Okay, i admit i'm in love with the snow crabs there, but i still felt that i should save money because it's freaking $42 per pax :( Shall decide when i pick him ! Love baby dennis loads, ciao !

Demoralised :'(

2009-11-02T09:12:00.006+08:00

First,

Happy 13th monthsary to beloved baby ♥

You knew i was really sad when your parents had the change of idea, of not going to Hong Kong anymore. You were sick, but you still try your best to think of something. You wanted to bring me, just me, to Hong Kong. You're always the one who's always willing to sacrifice for me. But i cannot be selfish. Because i love you.

I am really disappointed when they decided to change, the price to Hong Kong is too steep - $763, the price during peak period. An increment of $400 compared to the non-peak period. The feeling is indescrible. When i thought it'll be confirmed soon, things changed. FML.

Guess what ?! Baby called me awhile ago, telling me that we'll still be going to Hong Kong ! TOTALLY OH MY GOD ? Screamed after the call ! Baby's mum went to ask baby why was my face so black yesterday night, she thought i don't like the food at Paradise Inn. So baby went to tell her that the ticket was too expensive and i'm sad that i can't go .. And baby's mum went to find a cheaper one just for me. Okay, i'm super touched. I'm wrong about everything. Time to save money (:

Back to updates 3 weeks back okay ?

15-181oo9.

Thursday had nights out with baby, went to eat superb dessert again. I had durian dessert once again, imba good stuff. Baby came out on Friday for a few hours and back due to a weekend duty. Picked him up on Saturday morning, went to Toast Box for breakfast (:

A very tired baby.

Baby smelling the nice fishcakes.

Normal mee siam.

My stupid face !

Can't remember what we did much already, but took some pictures on Sunday & Monday (:

Envy baby's sharp face, i miss my sharp face :(

Love his face, not abit of Ah Beng face !

Simply love this picture, retarados.

HAHAHA.

BOOMSZX.

Big bad bully baby !

Give me more !

Popo.

Bear hug.

This cute boy is mine !

23-251oo9.

Sick week for me, till now i'm still sick :( made sweethearto bento for darling boy. A surprise for him (:

The sweethearto rice.

Fried Ebi, Honey sukiyaki with cheese and golden mushroom, heart shaped chikcen patty.

Went Long John to eat it LOL.

Nerded baby.

Tired baby again.

Smelling my head HAHAHA.

Not bad, he said.

Love my bow & the everlast couple polos (:

Baby kept giving me popos and mumus hehe. Love it. Sunday, baby went to my house for a night stay (: Before that we went AMK hub to have lunch with his parents.

Baby was really sweet, went up to the herbal tea shop and asked "which one is for cold ?", and got this for me (:

After lunch, on the way to my house.

Willow & Papa dennis.

Good morning.

Baby always pose like this, i didn't ask him to !

Went back to baby's house during evening, that was when i felt more sick :( Lucky there's silly baby to take care of me. Chu Ann came in the night and watched soccer. Baby don't normally watch soccer, and he accompanied him while i went to sleep. The aircon was intolerable. SMSed baby and he came in with a fan and hugged me to sleep. Felt so much better sleeping with him.

My favorite century egg porridge baby prepared for me (:

Baby cooling it.

Blows ..

Trying hard to cool it down.

Waiting to feed me despite telling him that i can eat on my own.

Giving me medicine ! & force me to sleep !

I know, i looked damn pale :(

Alright, finally down with the updates, so looking forward to December ! My day is up on the bright side again. Recently had fun gossipping about some people. Baby, me, my sister and her boyf, we all thinks that the girl is so cmi (face chao lao and chui still want have those bangs hairstyle, quite thick lips) and the guy is no where better (look like some cock). I know we're bad but .. Good laughs make my day. Loves all.

some guys are good at sugar coated words,
they're good at telling malt melting phrases,
you can't say such stuffs to me,
but you always do it by actions.

Way too busy.

2009-10-30T16:53:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates ! I'm either in school or too busy with baby, got no time to stop and blog, will try to update asap alright (:

Nobody will ever be comparable to you.

2009-10-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

Note: Specially for Dennis Chan Kin Wah ♥

Baby, i just thought of many things we've been through. There are so many things taken away by army, but your love for me never dies. You're always there for me, to think for us, to care for me. We seemed so unseperable, because we never leave each other side much. When you see me cry, i can also see the tears in your eyes, we can feel the heart aches i know, but we'll overcome everything. Things you'd done for me, things we'd done, things i'd done for you. You're the puzzle that completed me.

Love it when we meet everyday.
Love it when we spent the nights together.
Love it when we hug in front of the TV.
Love it when we cook up our own creations.
Love it when we played with paint.
Love it when we visit fun places.
Love it when we have lovely sweet chats.
Love it when we played games together.
Love it when we questioned each other about our firsts.
Love it when we popo and mumu on bed.

Love it when you called me to chat for hours.
Love it when you cooked for me.
Love it when you plead for mumus.
Love it when you send me to school / pick me from schoo.
Love it when you always pick me up from my house to go back to yours.
Love it when you bought breakfast and waited an hour for me in my school.
Love it when you plan things for me.
Love it when you spammed mumus on me.
Love it when you send me home no matter what.
Love it when you glue to me every single day.

& the list is too much for words to express ..

So many things you'd done for me, how could you not be a good boyf ? Be confident in yourself sweetheart, because no matter what you're always the best in my eye. Others may not agree, but they're not me, they're not your girlf. Even the list i've listed down, there's much more things i love about you. Thank you for always spending your time with me, giving me all the attention i need, doing the best out of everything just to make me happy. None of my ex have ever did these for me, i'm glad, very glad. You may be lazy, but for me, you'd rather be working hard. Times had changed, many limitations implemented. We can't do everything i've listed down, but with you, i can give them up.

Everyone had a reason to be borned into this world, mine was to love you & yours was to make my world better. I love you, need you, want you. Don't ever think that you're not good enough for me. You're simply irreplaceable.

♥ o21oo9 ♥

2009-10-12T12:36:00.003+08:00

I had one of the best days in my life. Loads of love, sweetness, laughters, fun (: A night with the sense of sight, hearing, taste and touch. Posted all the available pictures in FaceBook, shall post some of the pictures up here alright.

Prepared my room for an awesome night with baby. It was a surprise for him (: Then i told baby this:

Me: I had already prepared my room for you !
Dennis: Prepare the room ? Put trap to tie me down the bed ?

See see see, my baby is way too naughty. But he doesn't know any other things that I'd prepared for him (:

Went to pick my darling boy @ Jurong Point, met up with him and off to Icing Room to decorate our first cake ever ! Bought the medium cake and chose Chocolate Chiffon ! And bought extra fruits (: So the two blur lovers was stunned with the cake for a moment before starting. What a time to stone ! Here's some of the pictures:

It's rare that baby doodle, let alone this (:

Me doing the cakey.

Baby concentrating well.

Failed to take the cake shot.

So we cabbed back to my house as we don't want the cake to go bad ! Then baby walked into my room - SURPRISE !

Bought him the shirt that he bought for me, and couple pillows (:

A portrait i drew for him.

The poster i spent 2 weeks on doing (:

I know baby likes Mickey Mouse, that's explain why i did this (:

Eat through the mouth, sweetness through the heart.

Me singing An Jing Love Version, lyrics all changed by me (:

& that night was a good good night. I bet baby love that night like mad hehe. Saturday morning, we had our cake for breakfast !

I love you & the cake.

Cake cutting ceremony !

A shot of the poster & us.

Went back to baby's house. Baby planned to bring me on an ice skating session but i told him i don't feel like going ice skating ! Hehe. It's meant to be a surprise but i busted it ! Baby is sad when i busted it ! Hugs. So in the end we didn't go out on Saturday but the night was spent on Mid-Autumn Festival (which i wont post up the pictures here, all in FaceBook). However, baby planned to bring me to The Bottle Tree for prawning ! Our virgin visit and it was definitely enjoyable (: Thanks baby for planning it ! Pictures again !

The one & only prawn i caught :(

Baby is afraid of touching the prawn HAHAHA.

Sleepy baby ?

i think he wants to mumu me !

Overall happiness 9.5 ! Cos' i only caught 1 prawn and baby caught 10, and i failed to clinch onto baby's deal !

Went over to Northpoint then cabbed back to baby's house (: Excessive kisses throughout. But who cares, we're the kissaholics !

On bus to Northpoint for lunch.

On cab home !

Baby love the design (:

Loving on bed.

Love his cute smile (:

So did you guessed what's the 2nd surprise baby got for me ? Oh yes, we went to get our baby bunny on this recent Sunday ! Thanks baby for compromising to me once again when i showed attitude, thanks to my mense ! Make me so unpredictable ! Argh. So so so lucky to have an understanding boyf ♥ It was the best anniversary gift to me ! I love you baby !

Willow ; The Lionhead Lop.

I'm done with updating my blog. Loving Willow every minute. But i wish my mum would shut up and stop saying i'm bias to Willow and ignoring Chino. She don't even know about rabbits, especially Willow, who's so shy and timid. Of cos' i'd to give more attention to him than Chino. Who says i don't care about Chino ? I'm tryin to let him and Willow be friends. WTF is wrong with my mum. Argh. Ciao.

our love is in a circle,
round and round,
going on forever.

Yesterday was a Monday blues, NOT (:

2009-10-06T11:15:00.002+08:00

School has started since yesterday. The first lesson was a total bore. My PC was too long winded that what he says seemed to be a lullaby. First time in my class i almost fell asleep. Damn. I was so tired throughout school. Felt very depressed yesterday but i got happy after the class because my PC told me i only had to retake 1 module instead of 5 (which i thought) ! Super glad. Not only that, baby SMSed me and told me that he might have nights out ! Doubly glad. Bought sister dinner and rushed down to meet baby (: The journey from AMK to Boon Lay was 1 hours plus. But everything was so worth it.

Baby didn't go SAFRA with his friends just to accompany me (: We went around Jurong Point, chatted alot. Laughters and smiles on our faces. Then we came to a dessert stall and baby came to a decision straight "okay, let's go in !" We love desserts ! When the waitress or waiters lead us to a small table with seats in the opposite, the outer seat would always be empty, cos' we always squeezed into the inner one so we can hug each other :D I know it looked weird but well, who cares ! Heh.

Baby's Steamed Milk with Mango $4, my Durian Puree with Pomelo Sago $6.

Baby insisted i buy the one with durian cos' i love durians. I don't want to get it cos' it's freaking $6 for one dessert :( Well, must be good ! Both the desserts just spelled AWESOME (: After that baby brought me to shop around, and we went to aim for our upcoming Everlast sneakers ! Nothing caught our eyes ~ But i will bring baby go Queensway for more variety of sneakers. After walking for quite some time, we went to Long John Silver for a little snack - Crazy Potatoes ! It was so nice too (: No wonder i'm fatter after becoming baby's girlf ! He's always feeding with good and tasty food ! OMG !

After eating that little snack it's time for us to part :( Baby said something i'll never forget "bye bye baby". OMG, it's like the 3rd time i heard him call me baby. HAHAHA. Of cos' i was exhilarated (: He left me smiling for the whole night. Then we SMSed on our way back.

Me: Very happy to see you today even though i'm really very tired. Love the way you called me hehe.
Dennis: You happy can already. Haven't seen you so happy since a long time.
Me: o.o ? I'm always happy what.
Dennis: Ya. But no this happy.

Even baby can sense that i'm really happy this weekend and this monday ! Of cos', it's one of my happiest weekend with you my dear (: And my baby is really very silly, he says he still have a surprise for me ! And here's what we said:

Me: You go enjoy your dinner and recall what you want to get for me (cos' baby told me he forgotten what he's getting) !
Dennis: ALRIGHT ! I REMEMBERED ALREADY ! HAHAHA.
Me: LOL. What is it ? Tell me ? Hehehe.
Dennis: No ! It's suppose to be a surprise.
Me: Really ah. How surprising can you get with a smart girlf around HAHAHA. You bring me go get it also not surprise already oh.
Dennis: Like that i buy and bring to your house lor. Hehe.
Me: HAHAHA. My boyf is so cute. Tell me buy and bring to my house still surprise ah HAHAHA.
Dennis: Wah like that ah .. I .. Send it to your house. Hehe ..
Me: No no no baby. It's like you already told me what you gonna do already, how is it surprising when i alr know HAHAHA.
Dennis: LOL WTF. LOL. Fuck man i'm dumb. Nvm i got a way already.
Me: *cannot stop LOL-ing*

Something i love alot - mumu.

Baby made me realised so many things. He's been putting in so much effort for me nowadays. Planning for many things. Doing things that makes me happy, and i am really smiling everyday like mad. Appreciate everything he's been doing ! Meantime i'm gonna guess what he's getting for me ! Bye all !

P/s: Have yet to edit our 1st anniversary pictures, and not much time to do it since i've school, till Friday then (:

The date that made love ♥

2009-10-02T11:41:00.004+08:00

365 days =
52 weeks =
12 months =
1 year

31536000 seconds =
525600 minutes =
8760 hours =

L ♥ V E ; and the clock's still ticking, and we're still on moving.

P/s: Update the fullest details after this weekend ♥

5 days more, and i can't wait !

2009-09-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

Looks like baby has a surprise for me ♥ Hope that it'll be a good one, but i can't blame, cos' of army he also has limited time to plan for us (: But better than people who don't plan right ? I don't really expect much, just hope that we'll have a wonderful 2 days together, since baby will only be booking out on Friday (:

Went to Paradise Inn with baby and his family for dinner. The food was not bad, $108 for 5 pax. Crapped alot as usual. And when baby's mum asked about the block leave baby will be having during mid December, baby suggested that we should go to Beijing or Korea. Okay personally, I think Korea is good but i won't have enough money (and i know baby will say: never mind ah, i'll pay for you), i know you're good to me, but i don't really want to spend your money unless necessary :( Shall wait till baby confirms his leave and continue discussing where would be good ! Yes ! I'm going i'm going !

Back to yesterday, went to pick baby up around 1900. Bought some gummies cos' i reached too early and were hungry. Baby came and we decided to dine in at Jurong Point. The both of us went around the mall like mad. Then made our decision on New York New York (: Good food i can't resist.

DCKW (:

Okay, he tricked me into taking this shot :(

I LOVE YOUR FACE SO MUCH BAOBEI HAHAHA.

Baby's Alfredo with Fish.

My Jiggy Piggy, one of the nicest pork chops i had.

Deep Fried Mars Bars, very sinful and we love it (:

I just can't tell you how much i'm addicted to you. Thank you for always taking care of me, giving me all the attention i want ♥ Nothing makes me happier than having you. I love you, hope you're resting well baobei.

I shall watch Meerkat Manor then sleep ! Goodbye people (:

pleasure paradise,
is somewhere only we can find.

A Fri-Saturday.

2009-09-26T11:27:00.002+08:00

I thought baby would only be coming out today @ 1900, but he came our yesterday @ 1700 - 2300 (: That makes me happy, because the time spend together has increased ! So i went to pick him up as usual (i'm a superb girlf, i never fails to pick him up unless i can't, hehehe thick skin right baby). While waiting for him to reach, i went inside Jurong Point and found him a gift (:

Tadah !

You are my super number ONE (:

Dennis says: Put where ? Ah ! Okay i put it on your mouth.

See how silly my bear is ?! Very naughty. But yesterday i got spammed with kisses ! Thanks ah ! Gonna pick him up again later, hopefully dining out (: Okay, ciao people !

A Hari Raya Weekend (:

2009-09-22T11:30:00.003+08:00

Glued for this 4 days & 3 nights. Finally it's time for baby to book in yesterday night. And baby will only be booking out on Saturday's nights cos' of duty :( But i'm not that sad cos' after this coming weekend, the next Friday would be our first year together ! Hehe.

Friday, went to perm and cut my hair ! It's kinda short now to me :( Even baby laughed at me ! But i love the perm (: Oh, and i dyed my hair before that too ! Now i have nice hair (for the time being) LOL ! I don't like rebonded hair now cos' i think it's what XMM likes to do to themselves, and those aunties that want to act young ! Anyway baby says permed hair suits me more hehe.

Picture doesn't do my hair justice :(

After perming, rushed back home to prepare myself as i'm afraid that i'd be late ! But i reached before baby did (: Baby helped carry my super heavy bag and we went Swensens for dinner. Tried out their new dishes and had Topless 5 for desserts (: Had Strawberry Sherbet, Milo, Yummy Raisin (baby's favorite), Cookies and Cream & Strawberry. Thanks to baby's influence, i'm starting to like strawberry more than chocolate -.-

We squeezed onto the seats hehe.

After our good dinner, we went to shop around Jurong Point. Baby found a Polo Tee he likes from Everlast ! We'll be getting the same Polos and Sneakers from Everlast next month, and our 2nd havaianas :D Happy ! I need to save money already, cannot spend so much of baby's money !

Woke up very early the next morning, DotA-ed with dearest for 2 games or so, changed and went back to my house (: Reached AMK Hub and decided to get the movie tickets first before bus-ing home. G-Force 3D @ 1720. Back at my home, the very tired silly baby tried to nap but in the end .. HAHAHA. I gave baby my PSP, taught him how to play Patapon, and i think he likes it ! Finally we went out around 1615.

On the way to AMK Hub (:

Baby was hungry so he went to get his Shilin Chicken Cutlet while i went to queue for Four Seasons Durian's pancake ! Know that baby hadn't eat that before, decided to queue for him even though it's super long. Baby came with his food, finished it and i was still queueing, so he decided to go get a drink. Guess what ? He came back with one of my favorite herbal tea ! Thanks for being sweet my dear ♥ Queued for half an hour ! Got half a dozen of it plus an extra free one. Baby didn't regret buying it cos' it was just way too good, though it's $1.50 per piece ! Good recommendation from me !

Imba good, decided to bring into the cinema cos' movie's starting !

LOL, didn't know his mouth also weird weird one.

Aloe Vera Honey Drink ? Love it, love you.

Baby and i hurry up to eat our durian pancakes in the cinema before people starts taking their seats ! Luckily it didn't stench up the whole cinema (: G-Force 3D has really nice effects ! I love how cute the guinea pigs are ! And of cos' the warm hugs from baby ! I'll give it 4/5 stars due to it's super nice effects.

Baby looked silly, HAHAHA !

Kissing anytime, anywhere is not a problem.

Shopped around after the movie. Wanted to get a set of couple tee. Went to Punk Star and something caught baby's eyes, but too bad it doesn't look good on him :( So i told him that if he's not buying i'm not going to get it too. But baby insisted on getting it for me, he says it look good on me, which i don't deny LOL. So we agreed to get a same one the next time and he got that piece as a gift for me, thank you nah denden ♥ Headed back to his house after that ~

Sunday. Didn't go out in the afternoon as we're suppose to save money ! Dinner @ Sembawang's Sum Gei. Ate the best Kangkong Belachan there ! Crapped alot with his family (: Then went back and drank a bottle of Breezer Lime with cuttlefish ~ Staying at home sometimes can be good, if it's with a love one and quality time spent with him/her (:

Playing his new game - Bleach: Heat the Soul 6.

Disturbing him again ~

Crazy me !

Please, tell me, are you a girl or what ?!

Snuggle, snuggling up.

Got cha !

Monday, went for lunch @ Sun Plaza. Wanted to get a kite to fly it with baby, but we doesn't have the time to do it -.- Decided to get it the next time ! Went back home and time ticks away.

The shirt baby bought for me (:

Always not serious one this baby.

Mumu pei zui ?!

Love is to see you smile like that.

Peace for a kiss.

Weekends are not wasted with you around me for the whole day and night. Baby though you're very naughty and silly. I still love you (: Thanks for trying so hard despite the short time together. Always appreciating your efforts my dear. I know you did it cos' of me ..

& thanks for bullying me ah !

fun, love, laughter.
that's what we have.

Back to blog (:

2009-09-14T11:53:00.002+08:00

Cos' baby made my days so loved (: I'm currently sorting out my pictures with baby in different folders. 400++ pictures even though it's a new laptop ! We really took quite a number of pictures hur my dear ? I'm like multi-tasking right now, having my meal, blogging, sorting pictures, and uploading pictures. My folder is finally neat again ! Well, i'm rather free right now ! Shall blog on my wonderful weekend (: Picked dearest at Boon Lay MRT on Friday as usual ! Baby was so damn sweet to me when we're in the train, and i don't freaking mind whether we're standing or not ! Hehe !

Went for our BBQ on Saturday ! Even though we didn't invite any friends, a gathering with baby's family is still as great ! Which was kinda unexpected to me. I was thinking that it'd be some awkward BBQ, but i'm wrong ! Super wrong (: Suddenly after having my meal, i feel quite lazy. So i'm gonna keypoint everything now !

♥ Baby's parents brought us to Chong Pang for breakfast around 8am.

♥ Baby helped me to queue for the super long queue for beancurd. Loves.

♥ Then we went to shop for our food at the wet & supermarket.

♥ Baby held my hand tight cos' i'm very clumsy and i tend to slip more than he does.

♥ Bought stingrays, squid, prawns, finger food etc.

♥ Went to get our wire mesh and tools for BBQ.

♥ Back home around 10am ?

♥ DotA-ed with baby till it's time to bathe.

♥ Helped to carry a heavy load to baby's dad's car, my palm hurt like mad.

♥ Prepared everything and off we drove to the site @ ECP.

In the car, on our way !

♥ Our pit was not exactly like the one shown in the online map :(

♥ The sea view was covered by the damn construction thingy.

♥ Then they started building up the charcoal etc, our everlasting charcoal rocks !

Guys at work.

Their whole family.

I'm loving this picture so much !

Begin !

Nice food !

This is so nice ! Sambal Squid !

The 3D's - Deric Dennis Dickson.

Hot weather !

Wearing baby's shirt ._.

Baby folding the foil.

Random.

Disturb baby while he's eating !

Deric being nice, offered me help to peel the super hot sweet potato !

Feeding my dearest !

Ask you to smile you open mouth ?! Naughty boy !

♥ After eating for a while, went to rent out the rollerskates !

♥ I am very slow in learning it man, i'm quite a fast learner in other things :(

♥ Baby learnt it within half an hour ?!

♥ Baby and deric guided me, but i still fail much :(

♥ Then baby coach me slowly, then i was like speeding !

♥ Baby lost balance and collided into me, causing me to fall badly on my stomach onto his skates :(

♥ In the end my legs hurt like mad, and my hair kept flying so much that i couldn't see properly.

♥ Baby insisted to go get me some hair pins.

♥ When he came back he was in pain, cause he fell 5 times on his way :(

♥ Heartache, but very touched of him doing it all for me.

Very fugly skates.

Tired us.

♥ Sky soon darken !

♥ Played Zhong Ji Mi Ma, and i am kept kena !

♥ Baby's dad laughed very evily at me !

♥ Forfeit was to eat a mouthful of pork chop, cos' we're all quite full.

♥ Baby was the sole winner, never kena any ! Hmph !

♥ I ate sweet potato all the way.

♥ Chat, played, have fun with baby and his family (:

♥ Screamed, laughed like mad !

I think his face is kinda zhuai !

The hair pins baby got for me LOL.

Super tiring but fun day (:

♥ Went home around 10pm plus.

♥ Napped in the car.

♥ Bathed and then sleep with the hugs of baby !

♥ Sunday, felt lethargic, stayed at home to rest.

♥ DotA-ed, godliked using Stealth Assasin !

♥ After some rounds went to room with baby to chat and get some rest.

♥ Then watched baby DotA, he played using one hand and hugging me with another !

♥ Asked him to use Goblin Techies, and he won the match, really pro luh.

My baby is berserk already !

But i still love you baby !

& i know you love me too !

Before leaving the house.

Epic baby again !

Sangyu baobei !

♥ Helped baby pack his bag as usual (:

♥ Watched Bai Wan Da Ge Xin & Chao Ji Xin Guang 5 for awhile then went off.

♥ Went to get shampoo and body wash for baby for him to bring back.

♥ Then home sweet home.

Even though it's just a short 2 days, it was really fulfilling. And no worries my dear, i enjoyed everything with you (: You never fail to cheer me up baby ! All your silly actions worked ! Hehe. Wish we'll have more chances to do more of these activites (: Cos' it does spice up our love lives !

your my perfect lullaby,
and always my sunshine.

These few days i'm stucked with negative thoughts ..

2009-09-08T11:38:00.003+08:00

Who: Baby Dennis.

What: Going overseas for army excercise and tests.

Where: Taiwan.

When: April 2o1o.

Why: How am i going to handle ?

Lol, sigh. I still don't know how am i going to handle this when the time comes :( Even though baby said that he'll booked our own tickets to Taiwan before going off for his army's one. I don't know what will be my motivation without him, how do i live without you baby ? Yes i know it's still long, but time flies .. I want to get myself prepared now rather than it's nearer to the date. I'm so so so used to stick around him, sigh. Before the army, there isn't any day we missed to meet up .. Now it's like we're going to part for 20 over days :( Aww man, i need to find something to keep me motivated and more positive. 6 more months for me to recover, i hope i can do it. Doesn't want my dear to worry, but i know it's inevitable. I've been dreaming so much about him these days :( really miss him so badly. What's wrong with me, haven't been strong these days, is it due to my stupid mense ? Feel so much like crying ..

Who's going to be with me when i need someone ?
Who's going to be there to give me mumu and popos ?
Who's going to bring me out for meals and movies ?
Who's going to cheer me up with silly faces and voices ?
Who's going to act cute and sai-nai to make me laugh ?
Who's going to hug me to sleep in the lonely nights ?
Who's going to sayang me when i am so clumsy ?
Who's going to take sweet pictures with me ?
Who's going to tell me everything's gonna be alright ?
Who's going to do crazy stuffs with me when i'm bored ?

So many things that won't be done without him. Sigh. This is bad, real bad. I want to be strong, but how ? Enlighten me. Argh. Guess i won't be blogging much already, till i feel better :( Baby's week is going to be so screwed. Kinda worried for him. It's Tuesday, 2 more nights to go, and i'll have him with me. Saturday's BBQ, can't wait. Hopefully his Battalion off in December would be 3 weeks, it's a 3 whole weeks i really need. But baby says most probably is 1-2 weeks :( Hopefully hopefully please. Then we can go on a short holiday too ! Days without you are too slow, and days with you are too fast.

Baby's staff told him that the break-up in relationship rate in 3 Sig is 80%, but if we can overcome this, i'm sure the future will be better (: Baby and i may be a little worried for this, but we know that this love will be strong for this obstacle up next. I love you sweetheart.

Anyway congrats to Ee Tien for getting platoon best, so proud of you my friend ! And all the best to those who're enlisting !

Baby helping me to do up my eggs. Who's gonna help me when he's not around ?

i need you,

my pillar of strength.

No pictures :(

2009-09-06T20:55:00.008+08:00

New blog song - You belong with me by Taylor Swift. Yes baby you belong with me (:

Forgot to bring my camera to Jie Sheng's birthday :( No pictures nothing. Today i did a very stupid thing, i went back home without baby. Then i regretted. Sorry baby :( Mense makes me mad. No popos and mumus for the whole day :( Not going to be so dumb anymore. Wake up Manda ! Jie Sheng's BBQ was fun, i was again, the first one who put the cake's cream onto his face, and gave him a facial with it ! After that the other guys including baby and buddy Gui Yuan slam the cake onto his face ! I remember i was the first who put cream on buddy's face too :D I'm so evil i know ! Baby says i'm fierce heh. Hope Jie Sheng enjoyed himself (: And very big thanks to buddy for driving me and baby there and back to the MRT station !

Just now MSN-ed with baby:

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My answer is you. said:
baby not going to change msn nick hur ?

ღ dεηηiѕ ♥ маηdа ღ Down with POSITIVE diabetes. said:
no ah

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My answer is you. said:
your msn nick is going to be a year long ah

ღ dεηηiѕ ♥ маηdа ღ Down with POSITIVE diabetes. said:
no ah

ღ dεηηiѕ ♥ маηdа ღ Down with POSITIVE diabetes. said:
forever

Very stupid this baby, but i still love you. We played Texas Holdem together just now, and kept getting 1 of the same card ! Link link wink wink FTW <3 !

Baby, i've already said what i want to say in your iTouch, and you'd read it. Let's support each other and jiayou together ! I'm really sorry about today, and i promised that i won't make this mistake again. Without you i'm nothing. Can't wait to go Taiwan with you next year ! I love you baobei (: Mumu nah !

Alright, mense' making me mad. Feeling very terrible ! Waiting for baby's call now. Ciao (:

Today is Fday (FRIDAY) !

2009-09-04T11:56:00.002+08:00

Hopefully baby gets to book out today. Gonna pick him up if time allows, if not will meet him at his house ! Just finished 3/4 of my pizza done by mummy ! Enjoying my Cadbury's Hot Chocolate now ! And how nice .. Got a Trojan virus on my lappy too ! Bah. Lucky the Symactec did some blockage to it. Currently downloading Wondergirls' video for sweetheart (: Brought his iTouch back to add songs/videos/pictures ! I forgot to pass him the neoprints again yesterday ! Bah. Shall give it to him later ~

This week me and baby will be darn broke. Overspent this month ! Lucky took some money from mummy. Will be heading down to Jie Sheng's super advance birthday at Pasir Ris BBQ. Hopefully buddy Gui Yuan will be driving ! Then he'll pick me and baby up at Yio Chu Kang ! Then we can save some transport fees too hehe. Thanks buudy ~

Never compare your own relationship to another person's one, cos' there are bound to have their differences in it. What you have maybe the others don't, what you don't have maybe the others will have it (: If you kept comparing your relationship, you will ruin it. Don't go around telling others that your relationship is so perfect, and is better than the others, keep it to yourself. You totally suck, bitch.

you can be a sweet dream,
or a beautiful nightmare.

I am so free that i can blog every weekdays.

2009-09-03T09:41:00.005+08:00

Baby asked me for lunch together yesterday. I was very happy at first ! But then i realised that it wouldn't be the 2 of us, cos' his mum would be going too, to sign the contract with him for the army. Alright fine. It's still good to see him (: Just that cannot give mumus only :(

Got woken up by baby this morning, told me the time and stuffs .. Just showered ! Going to prepare myself and go over to his camp soon ! And after that his mum will drive us to Bedok .. One far end, nice ! Hope i will not be late ! Bye guys ~

Update:

Got home awhile ago. Baby signed on already. Even though there are some unexpectancies. All the best my dear. Sometimes i really felt that i'm a burden to baby. Cos' i've been feeding on him ever since we got together. I felt useless, cos' i can't do anything for him. I was quite sad when he was deciding whether to sign on due to the unexpectancies. But since he had already signed it, i will do my best to support dear !

After the contract thingy, i was feeling really down, sorry baby made you so worried. Then we went to Jurong Point to have LJS, told him i don't want to use so much of his money, don't want to go on a holiday with him already. But he didn't think the same as me. He said that i can choose not to use so much of his money, but holiday is a must. When i hear he say that, my tears feel like dropping.

To DCKW,

I have a very silly boyf, who i know love me for who i am, am indeed very lucky. Without you i'll definitely be feeling so damn lost. You're the one who always explain to me the pros and cons of everything. It's so good to have someone thoughtful, someone who is able to plan and think realistically. Never felt this way before, cos' before him i know i've been too naive. & baby, i love you darling boy.

I know some of the couples who are still naive, hope they think better for their future. Bye (:

Eleventh !

2009-09-02T12:14:00.006+08:00

Happy 11 months anniversary,

to my favorite drug - DCKW !

Baby i know it's tough for you inside 3 Sig, even though it's only a day plus. But as you said, always look on the better side yeah ? Let's look forward to this December, go on a holiday ! And no worries, i'll be the stickiest glue around you (: Just have to endure a little heartaches right now my dear, and things will be so much better ! 3 words, 2 person, 1 meaning - I LOVE YOU.

Baby's life is gonna be tough for this few months. My heart keeps aching to see him suffering. He's going Taiwan next year's April, Australia next year's November & December. I don't wish for him to go, but i can't wait for his 2 weeks break to go Taiwan with him. Too much contradictions ! But i still hope he doesn't go on my birthday :( If not that'll be damn emo can ?! Argh. Prays hard.

I'm back to update on my weekend now ! Glued to baby from Thursday till yesterday's morning ! Baby accompanied me home on Saturday morning, when he began his addiction for Sudden Attack ! I couldn't join him cos' i'll be having a heart attack playing these games. So i went to play Tap Tap Revenge: Lady Gaga ! Love it ! I wish i had this application on my iTouch :( Only rich people like Kwang have (sister's boyf). Played on his iPhone. Then baby came to lie down beside me, watched me play and he tried it out himself. Lose me still ! HAHAHA. Had a little nap till 6.30pm. Woke baby up and we went to AMK Hub to watch Where Got ghost ? Freaking funny show, glad that baby likes it too (: Even though we got scared in one part ! After that went back to his house ! Had badminton sessions for Sunday and Monday, we finally got our good shuttlecocks ! Pictures:

Did my Shiseido mask !

I think it's pretty good ! Exfoliate quite alot !

When i first saw this, i was elated !
My name as Wifey and he put a little heart icon beside it !

Our iTouch(s) !

Left one's mine, right one's his (:
Don't know why he chose the rings picture ~

Getting ready for badminton on Sunday.
Love my bird face thanks !

After the rain, floor's still so wet.

Monday's better ! All sunny ..
But rained after we played, nice timing !

This is my PT shoes LOL. Same as baby's !

Baby act cute-ing in progress !

The losers HAHAHA !

& the winners !

I have a video but i've yet to edit it ! It's 12 minutes, and i'm going to shorten it ! Downloading my premiere pro now, will upload it in the next post (: Next to some random shots and sweet moments !

After badminton, sweaty ! Love your baby smile !

i want/need long lashes like you !

Long long sweaty and smelly hair ~

I like my smile here, not your mouth baby ! LOL.

I love to disturb you.

Going downstairs to get some snack !

We love seaweed and his retarded face :b

Mumu nah ~

Going out for dinner, love his bear tee !

Thanks for popo-ing and looking blur blur !

Back home, baby got boobs now ! And we got nerd specs !

Mumu you (:

Okay i am really bored now, what to do ? Sleep ? Eat ? TV ? PSP ? Lappie ? Bah :( MANDA NEEDS DENNIS :( Bye !

Uniquely you,
uniquely me,
uniquely love.

Wake me up when September ends.

2009-09-01T07:54:00.003+08:00

Good morning September & Happy Teachers' Day ! Just reached home half an hour ago, early right ! Can't sleep as Kenneth Kwang AKA my sister's boyf is sleeping on my bed ?! Asshole. Baby have to report today, to his new camp - Jurong Camp. 3 Signal Battalion. All the best to my dearest (: Sometimes what we think is not as bad as it seems. Baby has really grown up so much. He analysed everything in detail for me, and now i feel so much better - no longer think that going to 3 Sig is bad anymore ! As his girlf, i must support him with my all right ! Don't wanna make him feel stress by demanding or telling him i don't want him to go this or that. Cos' i know he still love me and wants the best for me (: Thanks sweetheart ! Anyway i'm gonna update on baby's POP parade now !

27o8o9.

The 12 prominent guys marched out first, spot DCKW !

Stopping on the right spot.

Baby's mum and i guessed like mad, and finally confirmed the back one is him !

Makes me think of his recent addicted game - Sudden Attack.

Then the mass came out.

The band and baby and a random soldier.

Marching looks tiring.

Can you find him ?

Coordination.

Looks funny !

Signallers.

General walking pass.

Baby need not do the 'head cramp' pose LOL.

Tall > short > tall.

Hello, i know very hot but smile please !

Baby's mum gonna put rank for him !

Blurest sergeant ever.

See, auntie look so happy !

Mum proud of grown up eldest son.

Baby smiled when he took this picture with me ! Happy :D

Sergeant K.W Chan.

Rank up !

Pledge.

Marching again.

Auntie kept joking about the front guy's height LOL.

Military band.

Marching forward.

Serdiyah (baby keep laughing at this spelling cos' it's wrong) !

Don't know what pledge they taking -.-

Time for the don't-know-what roar !

i laughed like mad.

Gorilla !

Sergeant loh !

Signallers photo taking !

Candid on baby.

Very talkative one.

See him so happy, i also happy ~

I think the person beside is his good friend ?

All the 3 Sig people !

Baby, give your best in everything you do okay ? No matter what, you know i'm always with you. These days with you are really enjoyable, even though we had to be budget ! Hope there'll be more days to be glued to you (: I love you.

Will continue my update tomorrow (: Gonna sleep, super tired.

A brand new journey for us,
but the same old love in us.

Give me more.

2009-08-30T10:04:00.004+08:00

Baby and i hugged like mad throughout the day, yesterday, and i love that so much <3 Baby wants to bring me out today, but we're budget tight ! Shall see how (: Will update when i'm home on Tuesday ! Take care people, the weather is hot & cold !

Changed my song to Obsessed by Mariah Carey, love it ! Ciao.

you are my best demand,
and i'm obsessed with you.

Sometimes it's gonna rain.

2009-08-29T05:24:00.001+08:00

Awake at this hour of the day. Cos' baby's awake, and i was half asleep most of the time. Baby's adapted to this hour of the time to wake up, no matter how late he sleeps. Don't want to get back to sleep but i still woke up despite him kept asking me to ! Still at baby's house :( He delayed it so much yesterday that i told him i didn't want to get home already, angry ! I want to get home today no matter what ! I need my clothes -.- don't want to be stinky like baby ! Baby says we'll go out later, haven't decide where to go but i feel like watching movie ? Hmmm .. See how later then. OMFG, i can't find the photos i printed. WHERE IS IT :( my poor photos ! I better go find again ! Bye !

芬 <3 华

It's a Friday morning.

2009-08-28T09:05:00.002+08:00

And i'm at baby's house now (: Attended his graduation parade yesterday ! Was going to be late when i'm at the MRT station, then baby's mum called me and offered to pick me up at Novena, thanks auntie ! We were told to park into some ulu place inside Pasir Leba camp, and we had to walk a big round to get to the parade square ! My foot hurts ! Took some pictures of him, as usual, unable to post them up now ! Baby was 1 of the 12 people who marched in first, and it took me and baby's mum a few minutes to identify him LOL ! I was excited when he marched in because he is in such a prominent position ! The rest of the soldiers marched in after the 12 people ! Baby looked funny in his beret, but still looked smart when he marched in heh (: I'm gonna glue to baby till Tuesday morning when he's going back :( YES GLUE ! Staying with him all the way (: Which means more hugs HAHAHA !

Gonna head back home later, and baby's tagging along ! Gonna let him try the super nice strawberry cheesecake which mummy bought from Conrad Hotel ! Had good food for so long, no wonder my weight's been .. SIGH ! But well, atleast i'm really really happy nowadays (: Baby has been taking good care of me, no worries ! Love you baby, stop acting cute nah :D

i love little dances with you baby <3

A tinge of love.

2009-08-26T11:55:00.002+08:00

Okay, today i'm feeling better. Chat with baby yesterday, of cos he 'healed' me instantly. Asked me not to worry :( How can i not worry hur. He's my life ! Bah. So we'd already plan that after his first overseas trip, we will go to Taiwan, 2 of us ! Which i'm really looking forward to ! But i need to know how will i be handling when he goes :( I love you baby.

Anyway back to last week's update. Thursday, baby had his nights out. Met him at Woodlands as i finished my test. Know he's really tired, so went to get some of his favorite food (:

Kueh Dadar, Harum Manis, Kueh Salat from Bengawan Solo.

Strawberry Strudel from Ritz.

Custard & Chocolate rolls from Ichiban Sushi.

It's my job to pamper baby (: want to make him feel better so when he books in he won't feel so stress and tough ! Then to Friday's NYNY pictures:

First time see baby reading ! Salem Falls - Jodi Picoult.

Me with my new red bling hairband !
Baby: Why you wear this, not cute one.
STUPID BABY HMPH !

Mine, penne with tomato sauce and seafood.
And baby took this picture cos' no matter how i take it's blur.

His, cheesy chicken. This time he didn't manage to capture it too well !

Wanted to go have some ice cream but we couldn't find the shop, ended up drinking bubble tea ! Got back his homey and brought his little brother for dinner. Woke up early the next day as we wanted to watch UP. But all the couple seats were taken :( So we decided to book the tickets for Sunday ! Saturday was a rotting day, bah ! Sunday we finally went to AMK Hub for movie:

Stupid baby, push me !

Our new couple tees, 2 skeletons holding hands.
Words on the shirt: Will never change until death.

In the cinema, and my pathetic phone doesn't have flash.

After that we went foodcourt to have our lunch as we need to save money ~ Then went to shop around AMK Hub. Wanted to get Coffee Bean but stupid baby didn't buy. Abit regreted that i didn't buy the cute ankle boots :( Argh. Stupid baby still taunt me '$15 dollars only oh !' In the end i also never buy :( Sad. At night went to 'Sum Gei' at near Sembawang Shopping Center. The roast duck there is really good man. With baby's mum, there'll always be good food waiting ! HAHAHA.

Gonna attend baby's POP parade tomorrow, he's getting his sergeant rank after so long of hardship. Don't know what to wear man ! Gonna call his mum up to see what time should we meet tomorrow. Baby's growing up, i'm proud of him ! He's rehearsing for his parade from morning till evening, go go baby (: Going to play Sims 3 already, bye peeps !

I miss you Dennis.

baby, no more silly words from you.
if not you deserve all the spanks in the world.

Okay, shall do a full update tomorrow instead.

2009-08-25T11:14:00.004+08:00

Am a lazy ass, thanks ! Will update my weekend with baby tomorrow. Cos' currently i'm not in the mood :(

Baby told me that he's being posted to 3 SIG. Holy mama :( It's the most xiong unit for signals as far as i know. Sigh. I know i have to support him, just need a bit of time. But baby says it's good for him as the most he has to stay there would only be a year (yes, which i think it was still very long). After that he will go to his Platoon Sergeant Course and post out to another unit, which will not be 3 SIG again. If he is posted to another unit instead of this now, he may have the chance to go into 3 SIG again, which he will have to stay for up to 4 years. Don't know should i be happy not, i'm feeling quite terrible inside :( And he would have to go overseas 2-3 times in a year ?! WTF ? But baby says that there'll be 2 weeks off after every overseas trip, and he will bring me to our holiday after every overseas trip. Yeah, travelling with him would be fun, but how do i handle when he go overseas ? Must be strong man ! If i cry i know baby will be very worried, but it's damn hard to control ! I am sad that he will go overseas, i am happy that after that we will go on a holiday together. Contradictions man. But i know for the future, both of us will work hard yeah. Alright, shall update tomorrow, my feelings like in a turbulence now. Crap ..

Anyway, someone is SO SO SO copycat (:

kinky nights,
i ღ you sweetheart.

Good morning earthlings (:

2009-08-22T08:38:00.000+08:00

This week is a good week, fast week ! Finished my modules on Tuesday. Thursday, Friday tests. Thursday baby had nights out, went to his home instead :b But was only able to glue with him for around 2 hours ? Better than nothing right (: At least i got to be very close to him heh. Yesterday he booked out around 6.30pm, went to Lot 1 to pick him up. Had uber good dinner @ NYNY ! Salad's always loved. Will update pictures when i get home, which will be on Sunday !

Don't know why whenever i'm sleeping with baby i sleep very soundly (: And wakes up very early ! At home i can't sleep and tends to wake up late ~ Bah. Gonna head down to AMK Hub for UP 3D later ! Been quite some time since we watched movies, cos there's no movies that interest us ~ Been hearing that UP's a nice show (: And this baby of mine is very interested in it, so yeah.

Baby is so so so cute and sexy <3 Loves.

UT3 is a headache.

2009-08-20T12:10:00.000+08:00

Okay, having my first final test today. Revised a bit, i can't mug like my friends :( Hopefully i am able to get a decent grade ! Gonna bathe around 15 minutes. In school there's no internet, so hopefully i can revise some more.

I miss Chino now (he looked damn fugly after grooming ._.) !

~~My baobei's not back yet.~~ Okay just as i was typing this baby SMSed me ! Yay (: So happy to hear from him, and guess what ?! He's having nights out today :D Able to see him at night ! Oh yes ! Mumu and popos FTW ! I guess now i have more mood to revise alr ! Super miss him man, gonna meet him at Lot 1 after my test which ends at 6pm (: Byebye !

Tired.

2009-08-19T18:01:00.001+08:00

Sat in school for 5 hours just waiting for my installation. Freaking tired. Today i'm back to Kallang home (: Just finished cutting the neoprint me and baby took months ago. Both our house doesn't have scissors -.- How nice. Then i found one over here ! Yay ! Gonna pass some to baby when he book out ! He's POP-ing next Thursday, and i'm going to support him for getting his 3rd SEG rank. Baby just started his 42km route march. Hope he doesn't injured himself, am fcuking worried cos' dreamt that baby had a high fever till he's unconscious ! Okay it's just a dream just a dream -.-

Reformatted my laptop. Now it's freaking empty. Downloading Dragonica now ~ Don't know what to blog already, ciao :D

Update:

My Dragonica is patching so freaking long, fcuk. I'm so sleepy. And i miss my 3B's. Baby, baobei, bendan. No calls/smses till tomorrow afternoon ..? Sigh ! See him so stress and tough inside, i must do something to pamper him (: Goodnight, i'm going to sleep at 9pm now.

'A' for Amanda ? Absent-minded ?

2009-08-18T08:40:00.004+08:00

Oh my god, recently i've been so absent minded, okay clumsiness too. Or i should say starting from yesterday ?!

1. Came out of the door, bum onto the door and got a scratch on my right arm, painful luh.
2. Walking to MRT station after school, didn't notice that there's 3 cars coming, crossed the road, lucky i turned in time.
3. Today i walked to school as usual, almost fell down, like twice.
4. Not long ago, wanted to transfer a picture to my laptop's folder, copied it, haven't paste and i deleted the picture in the camera's folder. Now i got no picture to post.

Why am i so so so stupid ?! Baby is right ! I'm the world's bendan :( Okay i'm more stupid when i am without yo baby ! Cos' with you, you neutralise my stupidity with your own stupidity ! Hehe. Hope you are feeling alright, don't feel so troubled over your side okay my dear, for my heart's always with you ! Everything's gonna be alright okay (: Couple tees had arrived ! Can't wait to wear it with you metapod ! HAHAHA. I love my metapod loads.

September 12 BBQ, baby says i can invite whoever i want ! I would like to invite my buddies so so so much siol ! Shall slowly plan ! And after this weekend maybe the next, gonna go K-boxing with buddy Gui Yuan and others (: Of cos' gonna drag baby along (he doesn't sing) ! Evil me !

Never thought that I'd be in love, love, love, love.
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush.

- Insomnia, Craig David.

I had a crush on you before you did.
Both of us forces ourselves to not like each other.
And not think about it so much.
Cos' we both thought that it is impossible.
We attracted each other so naturally.
And then we got together mutually.
No confession made, nothing.
When people asked how we got together, i can only just smile.
Baby, i know you belong with me now and after, i love you.

Our Science Center trip plus etcs !

2009-08-17T09:27:00.006+08:00

Firstly i'm so proud of my baby (: He ran 10km yesterday ! LOL. Even though he is not in the competitive run, he completed it without stopping ! It's great that he didn't give up (: I love you my darling boy (: Hope my massage was good as ever ! Heh. OMG, my faci just gave out ice creams ! And i didn't managed to get Ben & Jerry's as my grades are only close to top 3 :( Got a cone ice cream though !

Booked a BBQ Pit at ECP on September 12 :D Just paid few hours ago ~ So excited man. Asked baby who is he inviting:

Dennis: I thought you say inviting your parents ?
Me: That was just a casual remark my dear, if i invite my dad my mum also won't go right?
Dennis: Then invite one side only lor. LOL.

I think baby wants my parents to meet his :x HAHAHA.

Science Center updates ! Shan't upload all the pictures here, more on Facebook ! Woke up around 7am, baby woke up at 4am -.- Went out around 11am ! Took a train there (: Baby and i plugged in our iTouchs, and communicate in sign language LOL. In the end we only plug in one side of the ear so we can talk and hear each other ! Baby is my stupid egg hehe. We reached Jurong East MRT, don't know how to walk there -.- In the end took a cab ! Finally reached ! Changed so freaking much !

Nice queue.

Take one picture (:

Got our tickets for DaVinci too !

Went to MacDonalds as baby's hungry ~

This is my lunch - McFlurry !

200kg, damn hard to pull at 1st pivot !

2nd one also -.-

Okay lah okay lah, i'm too weak :(

Then baby prove to me he's strong !

So after we pulled this heavy shit it start to drizzle, off we went inside ! Cool shit !

This is funny ! And baby says he's too tall for it -.-

Baby gave me $1 and i sat on this shocker chair, causes very huge vibrations instead of electricity.

Snapped !

See see look look !

Before army he's only 55kg :b

Baby is a kid that day.

Love this picture of him. Why so serious ?

Looking at my big magnets !

Peekaboo !

Okay one shot of myself.

Makes me feel like mumu-ing him.

Hmmm ?

Yay !

Another ~

While waiting for the hammer hitting thingy.

Went to have some snacks ! Baby was very sweet, he blew the corns for me before feeding them to me :b

Then i bought this sarsi flavored maltcandy !

Then off to DaVinci :D

Seriously impressed by Leonardo DaVinci. He's really a genius. Artist/sculptor/scientist - YOU NAME IT ! Sadly, no photographing is allow. Baby is so stupid when we went to a short film screening.

Dennis: Baobei can see or not ?
Me: * shakes head *
Dennis: * carry me up and hurt his back *
Me: ... * okay i'm too heavy *

Felt so heartpain for him. Decided to view the rest of the pieces quickly and bring him somewhere else to rest. It was really a fun day man. Best part is that i got myself the Astronaut's Ice Cream, AWESOME !

He's fooling around !

1. Baby hammering. 2. Trying to spin the plate with stick. 3. Taking video instead of photo.

To Dennis Dearest:

It's not the time we have been together is important, the important part is the content in it. I'm really contented to have been to so many attractions with you. I love you sweetheart (:

BBQ faster come, i want to make the nicest BBQ marshmellows for baby again ! And i want to play rollerskates with baby (: Heh. Let's see who's the pro ! Alright, i'm lazy to update anymore !

Charmander loves Metapod.

Here we go !

2009-08-15T10:04:00.003+08:00

Going to bathe now and moving off to the Science Center with baby <3 !

Update:

Just got back from the Science Center, uber fun. Many things to do siol. And i'm really impressed with Leonardo DaVinci ! Fcuking genius ! Many things to interact with man. But my camera died on me after some pathetic pictures :( Sad. But nevermind ! Cos' Astronaut's Ice Cream made my day :D Will update more next week ! Ciao (:

Baby mumu nah !

I wanna GAGA but ..

2009-08-14T20:51:00.001+08:00

I MISSED LADY GAGA'S CONCERT :( I DIDN'T KNOW MAN WTF ! I WANT TO LOOK AT HER CUTE ASS ! ROAR. I LOVE HER SO MUCH CAN ?! SAD SAD SAD.

I'm at baby's house. Couldn't get to Lot 1 on time. Baby booked out at 6pm today. The fcuking 855 ran away when i was walking towards the bus stop. Waited for 30 minutes wtf. So no choice, meet baby up at his house instead. Sorry baby made you go Lot 1 wait for me :( I LOVE YOU OKAY ! Hehe.

Tomorrow going Science Center and DaVinci exhibition (: If time allows we'll be going to watch the movie 'UP' (baby wants to watch it so much -.-) ! Tomorrow gonna be fun ~ Ordering MacDonalds now cos' i haven't eat dinner ! Shaker fries FTW (: And of cos' Sundae Chocolate Fudge is loved !

Baby is so greedy just now. Keep ask for mumus. Give him already keep sai-nai, asking for more. No choice again, must give him. LOL. I realised that baby is quite shy okay. When we go out alone, he will give me mumus and hugs like free. But when there are friends around, he won't one, so bad ! HAHAHA. Baby is so sick and sweet at the same time:

Me: * listening to Mariah Carey's Obsessed *
Me: * look at baby * why are you so obsessed with me ?
Baby: * opens mouth *
Me: that's a song lah !
Baby: i'm shocked but that's true.
Me: * LOL * that's so sick and sweet at the same time !

Painstakingly edited all baby's songs to Chinese words. I'm a girlf right, joking. Wanted his playlist to look neater and easier to read, so for him i'll do everything needed even if he doesn't ask (: Hope he like the songs i put in for him ! Gotta wait for my Mac to come ! Ciao !

Happy nights outing.

2009-08-13T08:39:00.006+08:00

Added an Archive's column finally (: Do check it out if you like ! Reading them one by one made me smiled (:

Baby had nights out yesterday (: He asked me to meet him at Orchard then changed his mind back to Lot 1. Okay alrght, i took the bus towards Yishun. Then while i was in the bus, he called, saying that we meet at Orchard, again ! Bad baby bad bad bad ! Hmph ! But i still reached earlier than him ! Waited for him at the station before going Taka to meet his mum for dinner (: His mum got him an iTouch (but baby have to pay half of it LOL, better than nothing) ! Yay, and it's with me ! Gonna put songs, videos of Wondergirls and our pictures for him (: I just realised that there are around 70 pictures waiting for me to print. Looks like baby and i had really taken lots of photos hahaha ! Good good :b Okay back to topic, we went Sushi Tei (long time since we last ate) ! The food was really good as ever (: too bad there's no Chawanmushi, Hotate and Soft Shell Crab :( But this time there was nice assortment Sushis and fried squids ?! I had my imba Curry Rice ! Recently ate alot of good food, don't know will get back to my fat state not :(

Nights out means:

- Able to see your blur face
- Able to hold your hand
- Able to hug you / receive your hugs
- Able to mumu you / receive your mumus
- Able to chat and laugh with you
- Able to walk together
- Able to share food with you
- Able to feel close to you

Lousy quality cos' i'm using phone.

Baby had the nice Chasoba !

After eating we went to get Beard Papa, both baby and i were hoping that there will be strawberry ones ! But the don't sell it anymore :( So we get the new mango yoghurt one instead ! Gosh, it's also good ! And i think baby and i are very greedy, we love to eat ! HAHAHA. But he greedier :b I bought the puffs home and forgot to take it to school today :( Bah ! After that we trained back, me to AMK, he to CCK, his mum to Admiralty ~ Reached home, wait for baby's call, baby went to sleep and i slept after watching Diamond Club. Couldn't fall asleep. Thought of what baby said during the dinner. He's not getting 8-5 after posting to his unit if he sign on (he told me that as long as it's signing on, everyone has a high possiblity of going overseas). I feel sad, but if it's for the both of our future, i'd have to endure it yeah. Well, i know how to think well for these type of things. Don't want to be like some people who will beg for their boyfs not to do this and thats. As long as it's baby's decision, i'll respect it (: And of cos' walk along with him !

And you know that i love you so.

i'm stuck with you,
for as long as time runs.

Sports week ?!

2009-08-11T10:58:00.003+08:00

This week is a poor week. No pay for baby, didn't go out :( All postphone to next week though ! Baby's pay only came yesterday ! Anyway my body hurts like mad, but i think it's worth as long as baby's with me (:

Waiting for my wols baby !

Ready to go !

Baby made me cried badly on Sunday ! Feel like dumping him down the bin ! Shan't elaborate much in case some people thinks i'm gaining sympathy (: Very big apologies to Darling Jo and Julio brother. Hope you all had fun. Punished baby by doodling on his whole palm ! He still ask me to help him wash ?! Of cos' i still did luh. I can't resist him when he hug me tightly from behind, bah !

Monday I made baby angry ! Accompanied baby to check his pay at the MRT station, but stupid me switched our cards after i do the ibanking for us ! Made him wasted the trip :( Sorry baby ! So he asked me to stay at home while he goes down again. I feel so bad :( But luckily pay has come ! Baby brought me MacDonald's lunch cos' he know i haven't try the shaker fries (okay i'm wolsssss) ! Thanks sweetheart (:

Afternoon went to play badminton with baby, his mum and brother (: Played 2v2 ! Baby with his broher versus me and his mum. We tried baby and me as a team first but it would be too imba, so baby suggested that we should switch HAHAHA. Had fun that day, sweat like mad, and i think it's good, cos' i'm exercising quite alot (: Slim down more please ! My dad said i looked thinner ! Happy ! Even baby feels my fatty tummy and said that it's smaller ! Double happiness ! I can do it !

Badminball ?!

Tying the net (and chopsticks legs).

Monkeying around !

My shagged and red face and baby's butt.

I though i would feel nothing but today when i woke up my arm hurt like mad ! Bah ! Anyway back to yesterday. Went dinner with baby, his mum and brother again at Causeway Point. While they were queuing, baby and i went over to Courts and asked about the iTouch, it only comes with the original set, nothing else and also temporaily out of stock ! So it's up to baby's mum to go to the Apple Shop to get it (:

I don't know what is it called, but it's quite expensive ?

My favorite dish of the day ! No ordinary white chicken !

With this uber sweet vegetables OMG ! Baby agreed !

Baby's favorite, pork ribs which i find it okay.

We love this bowl too ! Mushroom pot !

Nice fish !

Didn't eat this. Salted fish and meat.

After dinner we chatted alot with his mum. I think i'm getting along better with her already (: After eating and chatting we went to shop abit then went to get some snacks for my greedy baobei at the supermarket. And baby remembered that we are suppose to take a picture !

And we took it at the supermarket -.-

Even though he made me sad sometimes, he's the only one who love me best right ? Baby is stressed in the army, i will try my best not to cry to not make him feel lost (: Baby is able to use the computer today and we chatted on Facebook (:

Thanks baby ^^.

Just now had a nice happy chat with dearest (: We challenged each other to roller blade ! Since we both don't know how to skate LOL. And baby's gonna book BBQ pit for next month ! Yay ! Can't wait to have a BBQ, my last one months ago ?! We shall see who's the winner yeah baby ! Don't think everyday's sunday ! I love you ! Alright, i'm thinking whether should i go Dragonica or sleep ! No school tomorrow ~ Ciao !

you are my genie,
who cast a sweet spell on me.

Legs aching :(

2009-08-09T12:26:00.000+08:00

OMFG, i'm so so so weak ! Went jogging with baby yesterday, jogged less than 10 minutes (around 7+), vomited ?! Nice :( Need to buck up luh ! Bathed and felt so damn tired :( Went to nap without baby ~ Then i got woken up for a minute cos' this silly baby came in the room and cover the blanket for me. And he gave me a kiss on .. My hand ?! Selfish ! Hah. I'm such a light sleeper, can get woken up easily -.- Argh !

This morning woke up around 7.40am, my legs and back are aching like mad now ! Wanted to go Science Center today, but after i found out that baby woke up at 2am, i didn't want to go anymore. Looking at his tired face, i insisted that he sleep more rather than go out. His health is more important than any other thing ! Hopefully we would be able to go tomorrow ? Hopefully he doesn't wake that early again ! Later around evening we're going out ~ Celebrating Darling Jo's birthday (: Going down to City Hall, i wonder will there be a bad traffic over there ? Since it's National Day .. Hmmmm. Whatever till then !

Baby's mum just ordered KFC for lunch. Manda is starving :( Going Dragonica ciao !

Oh no !

2009-08-08T04:57:00.001+08:00

I didn't went to pick baby cos' he strongly objected to it (he say he don't want waste my money and time) :( I'm mad angry at first .. But when i see his face so so so tired my heart really broke. I teared while watching him sleep. Argh, my temper is so so so bad ! He kept asking for a goodnight kiss, very persistent ! In the end i gave him but he was so greedy ! Heh. So now i'm not angry anymore & sorry to baby, you know i love you so so so much (: Overall, having baby with me is still the best right !

Baby's pay have not come ?! Hopefully it comes or came already ! If not how to go Science Center :( Come please come Mr Pay ! Anyway baby bought me a pair of jogging shoes with his army credits ! He not scare i run away hah ! He's very confident okay ! Since it's bought with credits, he doesn't want me to pay also -.- Well, if i leave him i'll confirm regret one !

Really feels good to have him with me. Atleast i don't feel so stressed up (: This week will have 3 nights with him yes ! Prays that his pay comes ! Gonna Dragonica, ciao (:

Update:

Okay there's no pay yet ! Changing plan to tomorrow instead (: Gotta go jogging with baby later, just had breakfast together ! Good luck to me :b

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY - DARLING JO <3

2009-08-07T09:39:00.003+08:00

It's your 19th today, 7 august my precious friend. I'd known you since Sec 1 right ? I'm sure it is (: Something's troubling you on your birthday ? Why ? It's your birthday darling, you should smile for this day cos' there's still so many people loving you right ? Instead of putting all your mind and heart for some unhappy stuff or people .. Why not abandon them for this day and cheer up with those who love you ? Do you know what's worth fighting for ? Do you know what's not worth dying for ? Sometimes i just feel that you are just making life tough for your own .. How i wish i can see you smile like before you know ? Bt nonetheless, i still want to tell you that no matter what happened, there's still people like me, julio and ivan here for you. I don't know about your gamer friends but well, i know game is the main cause for all your troubles. It all begin from inside of it right ? It's time to grow up my girl. I love you (: Since you changed the day of celebration, i'm looking forward to Sunday then (: Hugs.

Sisters.

Oh yes, it's friday, and i didn't go to school today. Mense is just too tiring for me :( I'm gonna pick baby up in the evening (: He finished his guard duty this morning and SMSed me this:

*Some mushy stuff* Some of my friends got confined till sat afternoon for failing some tests. Luckily i'm zai.

LOL. My baby's so thick skin one :b But it's still good cos' he's coming out tonight ! I seriously miss him so much even though he got his nights out 2 days back :( Oh yes ! Tomorrow Science Center. Happiness. People please take care cos' flu bug's not yet exterminated ! Gotta play games till it's time to move off (: Bye peeps.

Nights out !

2009-08-06T09:05:00.002+08:00

Went CCK to find baby as he's having nights out (: Didn't tell him i'm at Kallang house cos' i bet he's not gonna let me travel a long way to meet him ! Hehe. Baby also never tell me that we'll be eating with his bunkmates ! Hmph (baby's favorite term) ! After eating, while the group's slacking .. I told baby a white lie :b i told him that i want to go to the toilet, but then i went to get some Famos Amos cookies for him (: He likes no nut chocolate chips ! When i got back to him with the bag of cookies, baby said i lied to him ~ But he also smiled when saying that ! It's good that he has nights out every wednesday cos' my heart just eased by so much when i see him. And i don't have to wait for whole 5 days before i can have some hugs and kisses, hold his hands and so much more (:

This weekend would be so happening eh ?! Gonna celebrate Darling Jo's birthday on Friday (: Saturday will be visiting Science Center and DaVinci's exhibit (: Initially i told baby that maybe we shouldn't attend the exhibit cos' my friend said it's quite boring. But baby didn't mind (: He suggested that we should just go for it heh ! Sometimes it's just so good visiting such places. The usual dating ways are just too typical ! Putting some colors to dates - thumbs up ! Then baby will be getting his iTouch this weekend too ! Downloaded some songs for him already ~ Getting iTouch covers for us next week though ! I'm gonna put in 200 plus pictures of us in his iTouch hehe :D The movie UP is out soon ! However we're not gonna watch it this week :( Baby says first week confirm people one .. So wait luh ! I don't mind as long as it's watching with him hah.

Anyway here's a conversation on Tuesday night:

Me: Baby, why you now never buy couple items already eh ?
Dennis: Haiyo, i don't have the time to get ? Every week also stick with you ! Where got time ? Can you help us to get ? You take care of it okay baobei.
Me: No problem ! I just ordered a couple tee online ! *GRINS* !

HAHAHA. That's my purpose, tell him i just ordered another tee for us :b ! It's hard to find nice couple tees outside :( So i'm always getting them online luh. This is a big task for me okay ! Cos' baby had never tasked me to do anything before ! He always say he don't want to trouble me, which he is not. Silly to the max (:

Yay ! Tomorrow will be able to see him again ! My mense is here, need him to sayang me ~ Then he'll massage for me also (: Okay. Enough, make me miss him so much now ! Wish baby luck for his tests today and guard duty ~ Shall update again after the weekend (:

& fcuk the ugly and short bitch.

Oh yeah, the chasoba pictures (: Good food that makes me grow 8KGs. Thanks ah baby ! Okay i miss Swensen's baked rice now !

Mine, taken after eating 3 pieces of tempura -.-

His, noodles and rice omg.

there's a place in your heart,
and i know that it is love.

Morning kiss.

2009-08-04T09:01:00.004+08:00

Baby's had been busy since yesterday. He still has not slept after so long, has not eaten anything after yesterday's dinner. My heart is hurting :( When he's out (either wednesday or friday) i'm gonna pamper him again ! Give him his usual massage and get some food he like (: Anyway I'm happy early in the morning. Called baby after his missed call, he says he have something to tell me but he's busy, so he gave me a morning kiss instead ! I'm still waiting for his call hah. Guessed it'll be later in the day luh. Nevermind, i'll keep myself occupied till he does (:

Hopefully this weekend we can go somewhere fun ! But Singapore's getting so bored eh ? We've been to the most 'fun' parts of Singapore already. My favorite is the Zoo & Birdpark & of cos' Genting (though it's not in Singapore -.-) ! I really want to go swim with the dolphins at sentosa some day ! It cost $150 per pax :( But it'd become my lifetime wish (okay sounds like the sims) ! Planning to go Science Center and DaVinci's exhibition with baby ! I wanna get the astronaunt's ice cream when i saw Xiaxue's guide to life, looks cool man ! Hopefully this year end we can go Taiwan instead of Sunway Lagoon, i wanna shop like mad serious. Baby is going to organise a BBQ during September ! And i'm gonna pull him to Sentosa soon ! Can't wait, plans and more plans (:

It started with this kind of relationship :b (& i want this skin color again !)

Gosh, there's around 20-30 pictures still waiting for me to print ! Need a nice and big album to store our pictures ! Anyone knows where got sell nice ones ? I'd printed quite a number of pictures but they're still suffocating under the Kodak papaer bag :(

Anyway i came across this girl who's mindset is so immature and naive. The age and mindset is totally a joke. The ugly calling her rival ugly (it applies to the face and heart). She's just a shithead that thinks only about herself. I pity someone like seriously :( Bah.

Pardon me, i like to put pictures in my blog so it doesn't looked too essay liked :b Having 100 plus now, very shyok ! But stomachache :( Hope baby has nights out tomorrow ! Ciao ! DCKW is missed !

i want to keep so many pictures of us,
cos' when we part during death, there'll be the latest memories in us.

Yesterday.

2009-08-03T08:38:00.002+08:00

o2o8o9.

Happy 10th months anniversary to my bearasaurus ♥ !

All time favorite.

Baby's been generous with his kisses this weekend (: Volunteered to give me 500 kisses ! But he gave me 100 more hehe ! 600 plus kisses in 2 days, how nice ! I shall not be greedy anymore :b Love you baby !

Went Ichiban Sushi yesterday with baby's family (it's been months since i last went) :D Food was as usual great, i'm lazy to upload pictures today ~ Baby and i had Chasoba ! Loving it ! Then we went to shop around. Went to Courts. Guess what ? Baby's getting an iTouch too ! That means we'll have the same MP3 ! Hopefully he'd be able to get it next week so i can help him to put songs in (: Another add on to our couple's collection ?! Hah. School's starting ~ Ciao !

you're so picture perfect,
i can't imagine life without you.

Baby's 19th (:

2009-07-30T20:34:00.008+08:00

Note: Super long post ?! Consist of Saturday (25 July) & Sunday (26 July) ~

Okay, firstly, i hope that baby gets to book out for this weekend :( His mates did wrong thing and they got confined, even though baby was on MC for 5 days, he also got it :( Sad. He's out to his 24km route march since 4pm plus, means tonight there's no call ! Argh. Pathetic right. Last week spent 7 days with baby (will only concentrate on the weekend cos' i'm too lazy to elaborate about the days), stayed over for 5 nights (and for that whole week i got more than 500 kisses [mumu feast x 5 plus extras !] Sweet !). It was really a good week (: So if baby gets confine this weekend, i can just suck thumb ! Bought Ritz Apple Strudel for baby on friday cos' i know he loves apple food :b Then i went to collect my surprise for baby (: Managed to smuggle it in without him knowing heh. Ate a small portion of the whole apple strudel and left it for Saturday's breakfast ! Then it's time to move off (:

Nice glaze.

Godlike.

Couple singlets i bought for baby !

Train's reflection.

Finally have seats !

On cab to east coast park ! Epic baby !

Rented couple bike :D

I'm riding behind like duh ! And i'm slacking LOL.

Actually i quite busy taking his face :D

Keep taking pictures !

Look inferior compared to the korea's blossom -.-

Snap and snap.

Baby kept whining about me not cycling. And he doubted my sense of direction ! Super bendan ! But i was right :D Heh. I'm not a bimbo ! But on the part where i did not cylce, i did okay ! Just that i rested more cos' baby was going so fast that the pedal tends to hit onto my legs -.- No choice, i lifted my legs for more comfort !

Finally reached the Bedok Jetty !

Baby cooling down with our favorite 100 plus (:

The ugly waters ?!

Our a year old havaianas ! (the angle makes our foot looked fat !)

Baby likes this salmon flavor chips from jacknjill !

The sun is glaring though you can't see it !

Kisses; anytime, anywhere.

He love it :b

My expression is stupid.

Love mr silly !

Enjoying the breeze .. Not forgetting the sun -.-

Look like a man right, cos i'm a-man !

It was a really nice experience cos' it's my first time cycling a couple bike with baby, or rather first time cycling with him ! There's still so many things i wanna do with baby, but army has limit us so much :( Suck. Okay back to topic. After having some snacks at Bedok Jetty, we decided to move to another site. Since we only have 2 hours of rental, we went to another jetty - this time baby led the way !

The not so popular jetty !

Baby checking out the watch (:

Very naughty one, don't want open eyes.

Mumu (:

I was packing my bag when he went to explore -.-

Time to return the bicycle ! Cycle like mad back to the shop ~ Then we went to slack at Coffee Bean while waiting for baby's mum call for dinner. It was our virgin visit to Coffee Bean ! And i prefer it more than Starbucks :D Baby and i agreed that their whipped cream was holy !

My double chocolate & his blackforest :D

Couple watch as present for him (:

In the end the buffet restaurant was fully booked :( We didn't managed to have dinner ! But it was booked for lunch next day (: So we went home, but midway baby feels like eating Otah so we headed to Chongpang ~ Then we started to get the cravings for durians .. But baby nor i didn't know how to choose, in the end baby asked his mum to drive down and choose for us -.- In the meantime we went to a spectacle shop to fix baby's spectacles' sides ..

Camwhore abit ~

I love my bird face alot !

Without his specs, eyes looked much bigger :b

My hair is like wet ?!

Baby acting cute, joking !

Looking out for his mum ~

So we got the durians and it's tasty !

Don't believe ?! Look at baby :D

Tired, but i still have the final plan for him ! To give him a surprise celebration during the midnight ! However .. Baby ruined it :( He insisted that he wants to come into the room 10 minutes before the clock struck 12 :( I felt like a failure that night, cannot even give him a proper surprise :( And i cannot help it but to cry ! Telling him that i won't plan for him anymore already ! Then baby was like apologizing profusely but i was still sad :( But still, we managed to go on with the celebration ~ Just with our eyes red and teary ! Yes, his too ! Instead of a common cake (which i find it very boring), i bought baby cupcakes (: Beautiful ones ! All in red and white - symbolises love :b Not singapore !

Red Version of this design.

White Version of this design.

Red Version of another design.

White Version of another design.

The wordy cupcakes.

It came in this form but ..

I changed it to this heart shape cos' i like heart shape :x

Prepared a red and white card with my mushy words inside, joking !

Waiting for the lead to come in but he is in before the correct time -.-

See his eyes and nose :b

He's trying to act cute !

Upclose ..

After the not so red eye syndrome !

Dennis :D

Reading my messy handwriting !

With his card !

With me !

Creamy ~

His lips got it !

Lying on my long long long hair !

Bird face !

Warm hug ..

With a warm kiss (:

So that's about it for Saturday (: Hope baby enjoyed it ! Cos' i really spent time and effort in it (: Sayang baby ! Okay, move onto Sunday ! Buffet lunch @ Vienna Internation - United Square (around 40 nett per pax) with his family (their treat hehe). Food was not too bad. There's nice fondue :D And Herbal Crocodile soup, which i refuse to drink. Cos' even though i don't like crocodiles, i'll never eat such exotic thing. Pictures time (again) !

He hold my hand in this way -.-

Birthday boy (: His head looked abnormally small with the angle !

Fail shot, but baby's funny !

He's trying to match our shirts (:

Again !

Sillys.

After lunch, outside the toilet !

Blue is such an ugly color, seriously.

Happy Birthday baby ! ILY (:

So for the whole of the week, we had the best of each others' companion. Feels really relaxing. But this week, should be quite screwed though. Well, ups and downs are part of human's life yeah ?! Prays that baby comes out today ~ Heh. I think i should get a new bagpack, cos baby's whining about how 'chui' my bag is LOL. So long, ciao !

Not only my addiction,
but also my cure.

Cos' love comes around.

2009-07-28T23:22:00.004+08:00

God has been kind to me (: (except the side of my lips is slit, and is bleeding right now) ~ Feeling good everyday, except i feel easily tired without baby ! Even he agreed on that ! When i'm with him i'm super active throughout the day, without him i'd lost my battery life ! Anyway i'll do a proper update when i finish resizing the pictures for baby's birthday (:

Changed my blog's song to Knock You Down by Keri Hilson, simply love the beats and lyrics (: Alright, i'm feeling exhausted even i'd taken a nap after school. Loves.

i know what's worth fighting for,
for you, for the love, for us.

2 more days ~

2009-07-24T09:17:00.009+08:00

To baby's birthday ..

Like chocolates.

~~Currently~~ ..
~~SAD~~ ~~SAD~~ ~~SAD~~ ~~SAD~~ ~~SAD~~ :(

Bye.

Update:

Kamal is very random on msn.

kamal says:
hi my name is tom
can i cruise you
hi my name is brad
can i pitt u

(:

Baby is sick :(

2009-07-20T08:33:00.002+08:00

Alright. Am worrying about my dearest. He's having a fever this morning :( Hope nothing happens, sigh ! The last time he was sick and i took care of him was like more than half a year back ?! Argh. Stupid flu bug ! He's gonna report sick in camp. I feel my heart's breaking now :( i love you baby, sayang.

Anyway, shall update about this weekend. It's a short weekend to me cos' baby went back for lessons on sat :( But it was still good cos' baby was there ! Silly-est boyf ever. Forever 'hmph-ing' when he sai-nai ! It's damn cute and funny luh. This weekend we saved alot of money, didn't go out for any movies cos' i don't want him to catch movies which he isn't interested (: He insisted on bringing me to watch / going out, but i rejected all ! Saving money this week means splurging the next ! Next week's hubby's birthday (: and there's plans ! Can't wait can't wait ~ i bet there'll be tons of pictures then !

I'm a happy girl every weekend, cos' i'll always get my mumu feast (100 kisses) ! Even though i'm so greedy, baby would always give it to me hehe. And we had been taking pictures every week ?! Hah. It just feels good to take picture together (:

Ain't dennis cute ?!

My nerd spectacles !

Me: Baby look here ! / Baby: Yes ?

Sunday we started on a MORPG called Dragonica, 3D version of Maplestory ?! It really look darn cute luh. The game was not bad i suppose ? Cos' even baby says so ! Headache when creating the name of character ! Cos' we don't want to put too common names ?! So in the end .. Mine: Bunnyo - His: Bearyo ! Can't put bearasaurus or bunnasaurus luh ~ So yeah ! Took some pictures before baby booked in (:

Why so serious baby ?!

Mumu nah !

Wifey & hubby !

Silly boyf.

Hope the sweets never melt (:

Update:

Baby got 5 days MC from camp ! I'm gonna accompany him everyday, take care of him okay ! Heh. It's his birthday week, and what long time to accompany him ! Yay. Class ended. Byebye !

My heart feels so tight as if it's gonna burst ..

2009-07-16T14:23:00.002+08:00

Sigh :( Baby SMS-ed me few hours back, telling me that he HEARD that they are getting 2 weekend confinement .. OMG ?! WTF ?! The reason ?! NOT CLEARING UP RUBBISH ! OMFG, seriously .. SAF's brains' gone down to the drain .. I hope is isn't true, if not i'm gonna be super emo :( i want to cry, but i'm in class now sigh. But i promised baby that i'm not going to cry so much already .. I'm getting crazy. Prays hard that baby will be able to come out tomorrow .. :( ! Super sad .. Sob.

The weekends are always sweet.

Dying already luh. I need his confirmation before i can get into extra emo mode or relieved mode :( This is BAD BAD BAD ! Argh. Fcuk this shit ! Baby i miss you so much .. Sigh .. Bye ..

Update from last week !

2009-07-15T17:12:00.007+08:00

Last thursday i went out with Darling Jo ! We went bugis and had an enojoyable day (: So here are the pictures !

My pork chop rice.

Darling's (:

Spent quite alot that day, but i bet darling would agree that we had very good buys ! Loves !

Update on last weekend (: Baby booked our on Friday evening as usual. He didn't let me pick him up as he said there's night lessons. But don't know for what reason, he came out earlier ! I couldn't leave the house as my dumb sister is not back. Need to take care of my poor Chino who self-declawed himself :( So i just anyhow say that i hope he will come my house .. Then i kept contradicted myself and made baby angry :( in the end baby came after his bath. So how did i make his anger go away ? Give him lots and lots of kisses duh ! And i knew that he had not eaten, so i cooked for him okay ! Noble manda okay ! Cos' my cooking a bit suck. But luckily it taste not too bad (:

Hubby eating dinner cooked by wifey (:

Finally caught Transformer 2 with hubby ! Bumblebee was way too cute ! But i don't really get the movie cos' i did not watch the first part :( Well, overall it was awesome (:

Baby have been paying more attention to me hehe. He's getting very naughty (define your own meaning) ! Everytime i ask him to use the computer while i want to go into the room, he will follow. Never listen to me luh ! Still want to sai-nai (sa jiao) with me somemore ! Bearasaurus loves acting cute luh. I don't know why but i started giving him the nickname bearbear ?! So he call me pig, but i don't like, so i say i'll be a bunny ! Bearasaurus and Bunnasaurus ftw ! That's our dino' names (:

Sunday we ordered pizza (: Hawaiian and curry chicken ! Was so hungry i gobbled up some garlic bread ! I feel hungry now sigh :( No food cos' my dumb sister forget to buy for me. Anyway pictures again ..

Hawaiian is loved.

Curry chicken !

We love pizzas !

Surprisingly baby wanted to nap that day okay ! Rare rare rare ! So of cos', the lazy me joined in too (: 1 hour in his arm was better than none ! When we woke up we had to prepared to go .. book in :( But before that he had to attend a relative's funeral. At first his dad asked me not to go cos' it's not a good thing. But baby insisted that i shall follow, which i did (: Atleast there's more time with him. Heh.

A picture before leaving.

this is getting so crazy,

i am missing you badly.

Animal Planet is the sex (:

2009-07-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad SCV didn't cancel my Animal Planet ! Watching the animals really keep me in my best mood ! And watching people who saves animal make me feels that the world is getting better (: To hell with animal abusers. I'm considering to be a vegetarian, but i doubt i'd succeed. I just watched some sealions, they're damn sweet ! Makes me think of Carlos the sealion at the Zoo ! I miss the zoo, provided it's with baby luh (: 7 months since i last went, i really feel like going back there man.

I don't know why even if i miss dearest badly, i'm still able to cheer myself up just by watching Animal's Planet. I think i'm beginning to adapt to the lonely weekdays in my current life ?! Just that i still have serious insomnia. I can flipped on the bed for 1-5 hours before falling asleep ! This is bad bad bad :( need my sleeping pill ~

Monkey business is showing now ! I must watch cos' i love primates too ! I'm getting high over it ! Bye all take good care, many falling sick ! Will update more tomorrow !

A little note ..

2009-07-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

I've no time to update much now (: i'm at my fatty's house (fei zai lou gong). Can't blog up pictures but ..

First picture of him that i took (:

No matter it's the first, the tenth, the hundredth, thousandth etc .. None will be lost in time, none will fade within. For this 9 months plus, we'd took countless pictures .. It's not only a matter of visualizing them, it's when we indulge in reminisce.

i lღve yღu dennis chan kin wah (:

a shutter released,
a memory forever.

A date with darling <3

2009-07-09T21:06:00.004+08:00

Shopping with darling today was great ! We went bugis, and really enjoyed ourselves yeah ! Caught up alot with her ! Girls chat are always the best (: Today my dear darling spent so much luh ! But i was no where better hah ! I got some best buy today okay ! Am so fcuking happy ~ And finally, i bought new undergarments (: Darling kept asking me to buy those sexy lingerie luh ! The whole day was filled with laughter, and it feels so good ! Heh. Love you darling ! Hope you enjoyed yourself too (:

My first bikini in this life !

Love the golden bronze stripes & the design !

SO IN LOVE WITH THIS HEELS !

Finally after so long, i found a heels i'm in love with !

Shopping is always great, especially when you haven't shop for a long time ! Gosh ! What a fruitful day. I bet after today, the next shopping would be far away :( Money is one's best friend anyway ! LOL. Okay, i feel like playing with my buys now. Toodles !

Update:

I am enjoying my fresh milk now. Daddy bought for me ! Sweet. Anyway my gastric is feeling much better (: Thanks for all the care ! And baby didn't scold me okay ?! I told him that the doctor recommend that i should eat porridge, and this silly boy say he'll bring me eat porridge every day ! Cute right ! Sweet x2 ! I miss baby but i shall not cry cos baby will heart pain ! Toodles x2 !

How do i get better, when i've the best with me <3

2009-07-08T15:07:00.006+08:00

Blissed to have you dearest dennis. I thought i'd be dead cos' i slept at 2am, instead of 11pm which i told baby i would do so. I thought he would be angry and scold me. I thought he would be disappointed that i couldn't find a job. But my thoughts didn't came through, which was a big relief. Instead .. He woke up and gave me a call. He told me that i'm silly. He asked me not to cry. The silly boy then asked for a kiss. I'm so glad that i have him .. Never fail to cheer me up when i'm stress or sad. Maybe sometimes i'm really thinking too much :( Thanks baby. I love you (: We hung up the phone. But silly bear SMS-ed me again ! Poor baby, couldn't fall asleep back after the little call. So i called him and accompanied him and chat, yes in the middle of the night - 2.30am. Chatted awhile and baby say he wants to try to sleep. But guess what ? He called me after a few minutes. So in the end the 3rd call made him real sleepy and after we hung up, he never SMS nor called again (:

So in love with you.

Tomorrow would be a happy day (: Finally after 5638427496432 days of not meeting darling, we'll be going out tmr ! Yesterday webcam-ed with darling. Had a good laugh over many things. It's time to catch up like really ! Happy happy ! And thanks darling for talking to me over my problems, loves ! Anyway i'm down with a headache :( Hope baby has nights out later so can sayang me luh ! Take care all, bye bye :(

UPDATE:

Just went to the doctor, doctor says I've gastric problems :( And the medicine will sort of make me vomit out my food. I bet i'm gonna get a scolding from baby ! For not taking good care of myself :( But i did try my best already ! Gonna wait for his call, i don't know how to tell him, gosh ! Ciao.

Nobody will take your place,
because no one else will fit.

MONEY MONEY :(

2009-07-07T20:20:00.005+08:00

Just finished chatting with hubby (: Had a great chat, i should be looking for a job man. I need money so that i won't spend so much of baby's money ! Glad that baby didn't stop me. We are planning to to Sunway Lagoon this end of year ! So a job is needed really ! I need a job that is after school time but not on weekends :( if not baby will be damn emo ! Anyone that has a job to intro (as long as not F&B, i can try), please tell me !

MUMU <3

I'm crazy :( Still looking for jobs at this hour ! Argh ! Gonna continue looking :( Bye !

It's your love honey.

2009-07-06T12:31:00.003+08:00

Firstly .. I want to say - FCUK THE RAIN :( Was raining the whole day yesterday and didn't went out. Damned. But luckily, there was this silly boyf accompanying me. Phew. Means next week the whole weekend we'll be going out ! Baby's treating XO Fish Head next week ! Haven't try before, sexcited. My Transformer kept dragging luh. Next week Transformer & Ice Age 3. Luckily baby's mum has 2 GV movie ticket, if not we'll be real broke ! Should be a busy weekend ahead (unless shit happens again) ! Anyway i hope baby will have nights out this Wednesday, i am seriously still having love sick without him :( Good game. Hah.

My CPUs' is arriving today (: But i've yet to get any LED monitor ! Argh. Have to wait for baby's pay ! Hehe. New laptop, desktop - great ! Been taking really good care of my laptop anyway. And thanks buddy Reece for helping me with all the problems my old laptop had ! I need to play Sims 3 man ! It's been 6328760213 days since i last touched Sims ! And i'm sorry i lost Xun's Sims 2 main disc, actually its my dumb sister.

So .. Picture time ?!

Love this picture.

Started with a kiss.

It's july (: Baby's birthday in 2o days ! Hehe. Can't wait ! I love you dckw ! Hope you enjoyed your wifey's massage every weekend luh ! Greedy baby ! Please give me my feast when you're back, thanks in advanced ! Bye !

You coated my day sweet.
You colored my life sweet.

Mense is really fcuked up :(

2009-07-04T08:27:00.003+08:00

Bloody bloody ! Feel so uncomfortable with it .. Can't sleep longer due to the flood ! Whenever i wake baby will always ask me the same question: Why wake up so early ? Like everytime one ! Most of the time is cos' i want to see him, but today is cos' my mense pad is making me sick ! Hah. Period sucks, but with my silly baby entertaining me, i guessed everything's is good (:

Anyway, i'm gonna get my new line later @ Plaza Sing. Then lunch, movie and shopping perhaps ! Dating with baby is loved ! There's so many little details i loved about (: Hehe. Few hours more to go out !

Update: Something happened :( Will only be going out tomorrow ! Argh !

Oh yeah, did i mentioned that i was given Leave Of Absence by my dearest school ? My school, with 95 cases of H1N1 (updated yesterday), still has not close down. Instead they gave some bullshit measures. Hiring more security guards, let them hang around the school, if you're found without a thermometer, you would be sent home. WTF right ?! I didn't go to school cos' i've none. So when i was at home, RP SMS-ed me. I'd been told to stay at home till 13 July cos' i've been contact in a case of H1N1. Cool. Which nerd can tahan to stay at home and rot for so long ?! Hah. RP's really retarded. Even baby agreed ! Saying that since the method our principal chose was not working, why not close down the school FFS.

Still having a little cramp :( Why do girls have to suffer under these kind of shit ! Argh. Okay .. Tolerate cos' today shall be a happy day ! Ciao !

Silly yet so sweet <3

2009-07-02T08:34:00.003+08:00

Baby woke up from his nap today just to wish me a ..

Happy 9 months annivesary ♥ !

Thanks sweetheart (: hope you like the famous amos i bought for you ! Must keep the heart shaped tin okay ?! Heh. I love you baobei. My silly boyf wish that there'll be lesser quarrels as time passes by - which i'll definitely do my best for it (:

Too much or too little quarrels are not healthy ! I hope our quarrels have let us understand each other better my dear, which i did ! Gambatte for your test baby, massage will be your reward hehe (:

you're my candy,
my malt candy.
you're so sweet, so sweet.

I really miss my baby.

2009-06-30T18:36:00.003+08:00

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That's my face now ! I miss him luh. Hopefully tomorrow will be able to see him ! Last weekend was really fun even though we didn't managed to catch Transformers due to the uber long queue ! We only ate a very full Pizza Hut for lunch. Saturday night we got realy crazy ! Chatted on bed when we were about to turn the night in (: Then i started some beatboxing shit, and baby joined in ! Immature beatboxers on the run ! It was really fun, baby was laughing throughout, and i'm glad (: Baby have to book in on Sunday though. In the afternoon we went out around Woodlands area with his dad and brother to have our lunch. Then went Sheng Siong to shop for dinner's iems - Steamboat dinner ! It was good, i love the pork so much ! Watched TV then off we went down. He accompanied me to the see-saw place and we played for awhile there (: And i bought a very old toy, the plastic balloon !

Plastic balloon !

Kept bursting -.- have to mend it ..

Balancing on my face ?!

Talking to my silly camera man.

Keep mending, never ending.

Got no idea what he's up to !

Blur.

Chopsticks legs ..

Baby didn't wear pants ! JK :D

Weekend is always fun to have him around (: He is always there to cheer me up ! For that, I bought him something nice (: Hehe. Gonna bring my dog for a walk ! Take care all, H1N1 on the run :( RP faster close please ! Bye ~

your hand in mine,
your body against mine,
your lips against mine.

Our Morhped Baby :D

2009-06-29T15:25:00.002+08:00

This is funny :D Facebook applications are cool man seriously.

My left eye, lips, face shape and eyebrows. Baby's right eye, nose and chin !

My SMSes busted :( 2297 this month, of cos my mum made alot of noise. So i told baby that i'll only sms him once every half an hour, sigh. I'm fcuking unhappy today cos i can't sms baby much. Really miss miss miss him :( Bye.

TGIF !

2009-06-26T10:31:00.002+08:00

Friday means weekend with my dearest baby ! Transformer tomorrow ! Can't wait to watch it cos' no matter where i go, i'll aways be hearing good remarks about it ! Though baby showed no interest in it he's still gonna accompany me ! Hehe. Anyway i got my new laptop already (: Self quarantine yesterday, so didn't go to school (okay that's an excuse !) hah !

Asus F8Vr in maroon (:

Thanks daddy for the laptop ! I'm waiting for my desktop CPU to be customised ! Can't wait to get my hands on it (: I'm gonna turn the fugly CPU to a red chio one :D Tried to download sims 3 but the waiting time's like 4 days plus - WTF right ?! So my silly baby suggested that he should get one for me. Few days back we agreed that i would loan a sum of money from him to get my lcd monitor and keyboard for my desktop. Yesterday he changed his mind. He's not going to loan me money anymore :( he's going to buy them for me. WTF :( cheat my feeling. I don't really like to spend his money - and he always get angry with it, argh ! So there's like a few more things on the list to get before i'll be broke ! Hah. I still want to thank my hubby for everything okay ! ILY (:

Took neoprint with love again last 2 weeks !

Not familiar with this machine -.-

Decorated by him ! Die die must put the hat on me !

This is cute :D

Baby's eyes were closed so ..

Trying to do the typical heart !

This week can't really hang out much cos baby and i are quite broke :( Gonna wait till 2 more weeks before there's money flowing in ! Okay i should be doing my work now ~ Boring day ! Goodbye !

You're everything to me,
and your love elevates me.

Just woke up.

2009-06-21T05:51:00.002+08:00

Good morning. Haven't been blogging cos' i've got no laptop. Finally getting rid of my weak HP tablet, man. Daddy's buying a laptop & a desktop CPU for me. Can't wait to get my hands on Sims 3.

Yesterday lunched with baby at North Point's Japanese food court. Then cabbed down to Sim Lim Square. Baby wanted to get Diablo II's expansion, and eventually got it even though it's scarce in Singapore. Went around to look for my ideal laptop, most probably getting an Asus one in maroon. Why Asus ? HP's is a bad experience to me, Acer and Dell is always condemned by people, Sony Vaio is stylish but many people says it suck, Compaq & Lenovo - Completely no idea about it. So .. Asus FTW. Went to 6th floor to find buddy Reece (: Crapped awhile and then head down to Bugis Junction. As usual, got Chewy Juniors & Beard Papa. Cabbed home, total cab fare was around $40, waste money.

Baby's been playing his game, i feel kinda bored, sigh. He'd still talk to me, but i'm so afraid that i'd be neglected. Argh, this is going crazy :(

30 minutes is the max :(

2009-06-10T21:40:00.001+08:00

So .. I'm left with 30 minutes or less to see and feel my sweetheart :( He's having nights out today, yeah, better than nothing. Was only with him for an hour plus, definitely not enough, will not be enough. I NEED HIM :( Sadly, we'll part later. He; back to Stagmont Camp. Me; back to AMK home. Different ways, emo like .. Sigh ! 2 more days till i'll see him again and have him for my weekend. Arghhhhh ! (okay baby's like peeping at my post and patting my head) :( I love you my boy.

Last weekend baby and i went to Yishun's Northpoint. Went to have lunch and we went to the Pet's Lover Centre. A lop ear rabbit from Holland caught baby's eyes okay ! He wanted to buy it so much, but i managed to asked him not to (though it was hella cute) ! I know $180 is like peanuts to some of you guys, but an NS man doesn't earn much for now ! So i told him that we would get one when we got our own house (: He listened to me hehe. I love you again <3 Though there are some minor things we quarrelled about yesterday, it was short lived. Cos' we know that neither of us would abandon each other, loves.

Every day, every time, every thing changed.
My love for you will always be the same.

2 surprises for my love.

2009-06-06T00:51:00.008+08:00

Okay i was a little tipsy (or maybe more than it) around 9pm plus plus. Played Guess with baby ! Heh. So it's like i slept around 10pm and woke up around 12am. So here i am blogging ! I don't really know what to blog, kinda lazy to upload pictures as there's like facebook for me to do so (easier too). Maybe i should close down the blog ?! Hmmm. But i spent a lot of time doing this blog luh. Let the time decide !

Yesterday i went to pick up baby from his book out as usual with at a different place. He's in stagmont camp now, so CCK. So far man, but it's a promise to myself (: Hah. Before that i went to Bugis to buy Beard Papa & Chewy Juniors for baby ! Hehe. A mini surprise for him okay ! It's been long since we last eat these (: So decided to get him some ! In the end i got like 7 chewy puffs and 2 papa puffs ~ Haven't eat them as dinner was way too full. Love Eclair' puffs like mad luh.

So the second surprise is a song I'd composed for my baby <3 Highlight to read the lyrics !

Love Language:

I've always thought that it was hopeless, and it wouldn't happen.
But look at this picture right now, there's somebody out there i'd found.

He's here, he's standing by. At now, his eyes are meeting mine.
Our kiss, they're not a lie. So why not let this love goes up high ?

It's love, the language we speak in. Simple, yet so profound.
I know that we would last, as long as we try it out.

It's love, that language we knew it. There's smiles yet sadness in it.
I know that my heart's beating for you, you, my love.

Just take my hand baby, just take my hand ..

So i was worried that it's awful, kept asking baby whether it's nice or not. He said nothing and gave me a tight big hug. Finally uttered a thank you hehe. I'm really happy man. Baby told me that he's mentally prepared to settle down with me ! Oh gosh ? Hmmm. Asked me to move in with him when he got his 8-5 everyday (: Shall consider it very seriously. Heh. Alright i shall end my post with a big big hug to darling Jo ! Meet up soon !

i wanna prepare to live with you in a few years time.
the happiest thing in my little life is having a big hearted you.

Ressurection of a dead .. blog !

2009-05-26T11:39:00.002+08:00

Lappie's back a week ago but i'm still lazy to perform a ritual to revive my blog. So here i am back to do this sacred and holy post :D

3oo4o9.

Went NYP to have MacDonalds. With rong and andy plus their clique (i'm extra :[) ! Crapped, played Saboteur the cursed game (i kept getting the saboteur card and lose -.-) Most importantly my lappie died that day ! Argh. Pictures up-ed.

Spot the poly student poser !

Sexposed !

Rong's cool shirt, the first human to be destroyed would be him :D

Poor lappie :[

The ones using lappies are pure poly students ! The ones writing are hybrid ? LOL.

Andy's writing 'Hi I am a Faggot.' JK.

Hello nerd.

Puggie & Pugpug !

This is andy's comb LOL.

That day was super tiring, i left around 8pm plus ! Freaking hot day.

o6o5o9.

Met up with Darling Jo, Julio & Ivan brothers @ AMK hub for dinner [: Been so long since i saw Julio and Ivan ! Gosh :D Very happy to see them luh ! We ended up being in the food court as darling had to rush back for work ! And i forgot to ask darling for a picture before she left :[ Sorry !

Julio & Ivan :D

6 years of friendship :D

I love my friends [: Hope they do well in school ! Hah.

1oo5o9.

Happy Mama's Day. My mum is forever young and cute and 14 ! LOL ! Celebrated with baby's mum in the noon and my mum in the evening :D Some of the pictures as i accidentally permanently deleted quite alot -.- But luckily printed out !

She say not nice, wear pyjamas of cos not nice.

Then she try to smile LOL.

I know i am tall HAHAHA.

Mummy and sister very lookalike, i'm jealous :[

We call ourselves the 3 Golden Flowers :D

It's not easy being a mother, thank you mum.

Hope mummy enjoyed herself [: The cake was a gift from me heh ! Sister and i did a dance for her which made the 3 of us ROFLMAO-ed. Sister sang 'Happy Birthday' instead of 'Happy Mother's Day' -.- ! I love my mum even though i'm a bad daughter ~

Lovelife.

Baby's block leave is uber short. Seems like it had passed so quickly, he's never enough :[ i miss him so much ! Argh. Atleast now can SMS a lot :D Hehe. Sometimes there's still little bickers, but i really enjoyed myself when i'm with him, cos' he never fails to make melt over and over again :D Baby let's on the aircon again so i'd be able to get twice as much hugs from you :b

This is hilarious yet lovely to me [:

Thanks baby. ILY.

The rest of the pictures had been uploaded to my FaceBook :D Lazy to upload to here ! Okay that's all. My ritual is completed ! [:

my head is full of your sweetness,
it's so packed but it'll never be enough.

Little update.

2009-05-06T13:09:00.002+08:00

I forgot to say that i caught the movie 'Horsemen' with baby on our 7th month [: Not a bad show, not gore nor violence to me, i prefer SAW ! Rating i'd give 3.5/4 ? Heh. No school today, will be going out around evening to meet up Darling Jo and Julio for dinner ! I'm quite happy cos baby is able to call me yesterday while in his field camp ! I love him !

Sunday is mother's day. Mummy asked me to invite baby over for dinner :D So morning to noon baby will be celebrating with his mum, of cos' baby asked me to stick with him :b Gonna feel fat this coming weekend ! Can't wait to see my boy. Today around 3am plus it rained, i smsed baby hoping that his area would not rain, but it did :[ hope that he doesn't fall sick, else my heart will ache ! Roar !

Okay it's a short update ! Bye !

I miss baby alot.

2009-05-05T11:44:00.003+08:00

My lappie's back to service, sad. My baby's back to army and currently in field camp, super sad. Damn. But this silly baby risk himself and brought his phone along ! Which means that I would atleast have a few messages per day ^^ ! Baby had changed the way he calls me, like quite long never hear him call me darling already, changed to baobei already :b Sometimes when he calls me that I'll still feel shy. LOL. Will be waiting for his sms and hopefully call tonight !

Baby and I have been quarreling so much after his enlistment to the fcuking army :[ Baby feels insecure. Whenever i ask a guy friend their opinion for this, they all tell me the same - confirm will feel this way. No wonder so many couples broke up ! Roar ! But hell no for me, baby and i still glue to each other during the weekends ! But things are getting much better after so much communications [: I know he loves me best yeah. He's going to pass out SISPEC next friday ! Hopefully baby will be posted to those 8-5 postings ! So we can be like the past [: And can hug each other to sleep everynight heh ! Then there'll be no quarrels, * pray hard * !

Anyway school totally sucks without my own lappie, and i can't connect the mouse. Stupid right. Sigh. I'm a touchpad idiot yeah. Damn bored, luckily there's no school tomorrow ! Heh. Okay I don't know what to say already, wait till my lappie's back and i can upload the pictures ! Stay tune !

P/s: My personal quiz on Facebook ! Take it to see whether you know me well hah !

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=895719&key=YGZQ

To the most important guy in my heart.

2009-05-02T17:40:00.001+08:00

Happy 7th month <3

Going out later :D Bye bye all.

My new gadget - iPodTouch !

2009-04-27T19:46:00.005+08:00

Very big thank you to my buddy Gui Yuan for an iPodTouch for my birthday present ! It was really surprising cos' when he asked me what i want i any-old-how bombed ' iTouch ', and he really got it for me ! I didn't expect he'll listen to my bullshit like S E R I O U S L Y ?! I was expecting some stuffs like clothes or something wearable ! Gosh, very happy indeed :D

My first MP3, how nerd can i get :b

Love the mirror effect !

Specially engraved this for me :D !

manda loves her new gadget !

These are the pictures when we went to attend buddy's birthday party :D not much though ~ But we still have fun and i realise Martell is so good !

Step one zhuai !

Buddies for life :D !

His cousin go zoom on me LOL.

Group photo of us - Celestians !

After everything i still want to say a BIG BIG THANKS to buddy Gui Yuan :D want to know why we're buddies ? Cos' we're both under Aries [: Good luck to buddy for his OCS trainings !

Last but not least ..

I MISS MR DENNIS CHAN K.W :'[

He's out for the whole day till midnight. Sigh, have to wait till tomorrow then ! This week gonna be a short week ! Alright, gonna sleep already, goodnight all :D ~ Oh wait ! Andy pugpug is so nice today, he know i eat very little for dinner and decided to treat me this:

LOL, he drew this. HAHAHA.

Fancy him giving me something virtually -.- diet FTW ! Thanks can pugpug :D Goodnight, i'm very tired :[ Bye !

my mind just can't stop,
can't stop missing you.

Personality quiz i did in school !

2009-04-23T14:32:00.003+08:00

I MISS BABY DENNIS :'[

The Enthusiast.

The busy, productive type. Sevens are extroverted, optimistic, versatile, and spontaneous. Playful, high-spirited, and practical, they can also misapply their many talents, becoming overextended, scattered, and undisciplined. They constantly seek new and exciting experiences, but can become distracted and exhausted by staying on the go. They typically have problems with impatience and impulsiveness. At their Best: they focus their talents on worthwhile goals, becoming appreciative, joyous, and satisfied.

Pink - quite true.
Red - true true true.

Update(s):

Went to have dinner with rong, andy, bona, don and ruihong. Laksa at Yishun then desserts [: They cock-ed like no one's business, and i had a good time laughing out loud ! Hah.

But i know when i'm alone i still miss baby so much. Sigh. Fcuked up nights without him seriously. Woke up atleast 3 times in the night. And i'm so haunted by nightmares. I need to really sleep, i'm so fcuking tired already, spare me Mr Nightmares. Maybe i should go get a dreamcatcher like Sarina says, sigh :[

everynight is hell without you,
have to open my eyes so forcefully,
trying to wake myself up from the haunting.
where's my hugs and goodnight kisses .. sigh.

Quick update ?!

2009-04-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Bah, i'm starting to get lazier to blog alr ! Pictures have all been posted on Facebook :b ! And baby's at field camp now, not reachable till Friday, sigh. No mood ! So updates would be 1/4 pictures here for each crap topic i'd be blogging bout ~

My 19th on o6o4o9.

Went out with the Bananas Family :D Met at Vivo City aound late noon, caught the movie 'The Unborn', kinda sucks, story sucks and there's no link throughout ! But before that we went to Pizza Hut as my stomach is growling. The baked rice was such a disappointment, Swensens' got far better baked rice :D Okay cut the crap, some pictures out of the whole camwhore !

The Bananas.

B1, B5, B2 [:

Love the lighting of darkness.

Sarina, very lovely girl :D

Rock Candiess (Love Mix) i bought for baby !

Step cute thanks !

Buddha manda LOL.

Kiss my ass.

Basketball motion.

Nice lined up.

Camwhoring with them certainly rocks [: I had fun that day seriously, thanks to Sister Zong Li for planning it for me ! And thanks for all well wishes / presents ! Not forgetting butty Reece, who gave me a wireless Spice Red Razer mouse :D !

1oo4o9.

It's a public holiday, i forgot which. But i know baby's bringing me to the Birk Park for a post birthday celebration for me :D So off we go ! 1/6 of the pictures Pictures !

Penguins expedition is the first stop !

Baby with the penguins, too bright !

Me with the penguins, you can't see me !

Penguin on right: Sian, so emo. Penguin on left: Mai sian lah, come pose with me lah.

Zoomed too much.

Theatre show :D

Lory Loft !

He's not afraid of heights, is the sun LOL.

Baby and the lory :D

It felt really weird LOL.

It's smiling ! Sweet lory !

i love the lories !

2 of them !

Cheers to their drink !

1 red one :D
<
Peace for the 3 of them !

i so so so love them :D

Last picture of the day, at the Waterfall Aviary.
baby say that i should see this man-made waterfall and led me there !

Overall, baby and i enjoyed ourselves to the max :D simply love the Lory Loft and Talking Birds. I can see that baby is truly amazed by them from the cute actions he did, like hitting his forehead and saying 'wahlao eh !' LOL ! Thank you my dear, i love you :D ~

Randomology time !

Today is second day of school, different class again, a picture my team took for the PPT :D

i just like the 'BORED' look on my face :b no teeth showing LOL.

Who says manda is ROUGH and ROUNDY ?! Hur ?! I got sweet and demure side also can ! Look !

Don't say i step one okay ! I didn't ! :b

First i pray for your all time safety.
Second i hope you can feel how much i missed you.
Third you'll always know that my heart is with you.
Remember to say 'goodnight darling' everynight before you sleep,
i know you will cos' i'm so gonna do that everynight.

OH DEAR.

2009-04-14T19:41:00.002+08:00

My lappie's finally back now, but i've got no motivation to blog today, i guess that i shall blog when i've finished uploading and edit my photos ! Oh and i'm going to year 2, school's reopening on the 20th ! Soon soon and sooooon !

Updates:

My 19th
Bird Park
Randomology

i miss you,
worry for you,
and loving you.

Turning 19 in like less than 24 hours :b

2009-04-05T03:56:00.002+08:00

I'm not lazy ! I didn't update cos' i'd sent my lappie to butty Reece for repair :D and you know what ?! The damned motherboard's screwed :'[ costing me around $500 for it ! Luckily daddy is in good mood recently and sponsored me with it - OMG, thanks daddy but i still hope you drink lesser alcohol ._. ! Pictures will be updated in another post when my lappie's back !

o2o4o9 - Happy 6 months sweetheart !

Condolences to Darling Jo for the lost of her granny. I'm always here for you dearest :D Hope you have the time to go out with me soon yeah ? Loves !

Anyway baby's not gonna be by my side on my actual date of birthday :'[ emo ~ But earlier on we went to catch on the movie Street Fighter: Legend of Chun-Li :D not too bad, i kept whining to baby about that Chun Li girl have such lovely eyes ! And another Thai speaking blonde with a just nice and sweet boobs LOL ! Oh did i mention about the movie Hotel for Dogs ?! It's too fcuking cute to me :b and i love it like T-O-T-A-L-L-Y ! But i cried 2-3 times :[ it's sad to see dogs or rather animals in the animal shelter, can atually feel their pain of being lonely and sad :[ One of my birthday wish this year would be hope that there will be lesser animal cruelty and people who not abandon their pets any old how :[

I realised that as i grow older, birthday are not so important to me anymore. Didn't plan much for this year as usual, but baby decided we plan together :D So later on we're still going out to celebrate ! Ice skating at Kallang Leisure ! I bet i gonna enjoy it, since it's my first time ice skating with baby :b ! And of cos' a good meal after that :D OMG, i can't wait, so sexcited heh !

Zong Li sister is planning for a meal together with the rest of the Banana Family for my birthday too ! Thanks sister ! He said in a sms something like 'I hope you'll be surprised till you get a stroke !' LOL. Nice hur ? Don't worry i'll be real happy cos' i got to celebrate my birthday with the Banana Family right B4 ?! So many things i can't wait they'll come like sooooon ?! [:

Baby's gonna get me or rather us a pair of rings next week ! And i get to choose the design :b Yeah, that's birthday gift for me. It'll mean alot to me, i love you baby !

i can't wait to grow up,
to grow old along with you.
sorry dearest it's been hard on you.
nonetheless, i love you.

I feel like screeeeeaming.

2009-03-25T12:55:00.002+08:00

Somehow i laughed.
Somehow i smiled.
Somehow i played.
But somehow, i can tear the next.

Birthday's coming, how will it go ..?

I still have not got used to it,
of not having you here by my side.
all i do every single day is to wait,
waiting for the day to come,
where i'll have you by me again.
And each time you tell me how much you missed me,
my heart just starts to ache cos' i'm feeling the same.
I hate to part with you,
hate to surrender you to the army,
but what can be done ? Nothing ..
Missed our days before the army,
we did so many things with much significance.
Time is limiting everything when you're out,
but i'm thankful for your love you showered on me.
Knowing that there's still a long way in there,
i guessed all i need is time to getting use to this.
It's tough, it's difficult for me,
and tears are getting nowhere.
But my love, trust me and my heart,
i'm gonna wait and will never abandon you to suffer alone in there.

100 Kisses <3

2009-03-08T21:01:00.005+08:00

Hehe. Baby gave me 100 kisses yesterday night :D Sweeeeet ! He's been calling me 'tan xin gui' lately, and i've been calling him 'lin se gui' ! It's because i kept asking for kisses and he doesn't want to give me :x and he's been saying that i 'de chun jing chi' (taking for granted ?) ! Hah ! Smelly baby ! I think it's due to the kisses i slept like a log okay ?! :b

So anyway i shall update what ever that's not updated ! Like 2 weeks ago stuffs and craps ! But it's like i almost forgot everything i'd done ! And i'm so forgetful :[ i kept forgetting to bring my camera along to camwhore. Using mobile's camera suck i guess ! But better than nothing :[

27o2o9.

Baby booked out on Friday's late noon ! Picked him up as usual. We went home and waited for babyto prepare before going out to Causeway Point or dinner. Wanted to have Swensens, but the queue was fcuking long, so i suggested we go the Siam Kitchen which was next to it [:

Our yummy food !

The super nice mango rice with ice cream is loved !

Was damn full that day, all i can remember heh !

28o2o9.

Went down to SIR Building @ Lavender MRT. Baby mum's been nagging at him to get his passport done ! Waited for quite some time. Brought my camera, but with my stupid shaky hands (without using anti-shake mode), only one picture was nice -.- ! Well, too bad :b !

ILY sweetest.

After that went to have Fried Fish Meat Mee Hoon @ Bugis and wanted to have Ah Chew Desserts but they're not opened yet :[ So we ate at another stall instead, not too bad i guessed [: So overall, forgot another day of stuffs ~

o1o3o9.

Basically Sunday is an emo day cos' i've got to send baby back to book in :[ And i hate that. My camera was on low batt, but still managed to take some pictures :D

I hurt baby's finger before this :/

Our favorite cakes from Jack's Place - His: Apple Crumble. Mine: Chocolate Mousse !

Act cool yo !

Baby with his pissed face LOL :x

I don't know why my hair's like this either ._. !

So Sunday is soon over with me handing baby to the army :[

o2o3o9.

Yes it's our 5 months with him trapped inside. But it's also my couz', Patrick's big day [: 3 couzs' down, after 2 more is my turn ?! LOL. Okay, manda, you need to calm down and relax, and stop telling Dennis about wedding gowns HAHAHA ! Went to the banquet with Daddy and sister !

Manda & Lynn, waiting for the cab.

Pardon for the lousy-to-the-max quality of my phone. Manda Daddy Lynn.

I need some light/flash anyone ?!

Sister's phone to the rescue, but also lousy -.-

I looked reluctant eh ?!

My pretty sister, with my dress !

Daddy drank alot that night. Vomited alot of times during the whole night, couldn't get a wink, was worried for him cos' he vomited blood too. Sigh. Daddy's now at Myanmar ! Hope he don't take too much alcohol or beer :[

o7o3o9.

Went to watch Push with baby love. Quite good i supposed ? Baby and i were commenting on how 'zai' they were :b Been shrimping alot on food this week cos' we're saving for our little honeymoon ^^ ! Happy and sexcited duh. Oh, there's a few picture from my mobile, but only one turned out to be steady and good -.- !

HAHAHAHA. My baby and his cute face :b

Guessd that's the end of my post ! Take good care all ~ Loves.

P/s: Edited - Chatting with Tan Wei Rong always make me ROFL-ed.

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
the cat damn cute siol

Orgasmic Horse. says:
like kum lan niao

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
the WTF face

Orgasmic Horse. says:
jk

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
.

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
you dickless fag

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
J

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
K

Orgasmic Horse. says:
fuck u

Orgasmic Horse. says:
chee bye

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
LOL

Orgasmic Horse. says:
u scold me becos of a cat

Orgasmic Horse. says:
SMLJ

Orgasmic Horse. says:
FUCK OFF

ღ маηdа ♥ dεηηiѕ ღ My love for you accelerates. says:
LOL

Orgasmic Horse. says:
jk

it kept beating,
it's motion accelerating.

o2 March 2oo9

2009-03-03T13:13:00.006+08:00

It's incredible, how time flies. Yesterday marks a period of time we'd been together. Every day we spent together had left it's beautiful memories for us. My eyes reflects an image of you, everything seemed surreal but true. Thank you dearest, for loving me.

Happy 5 months to my sweetest love,
Dennis ♥ CKW !

P/s: Will update once i'm back to AMK's home.

Do give your best support people !

2009-02-24T21:40:00.003+08:00

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My Caps on Fever.

My Caps on Fever.

Here i am, here to update !

2009-02-23T11:33:00.003+08:00

Yoohoo guys. Been really sick recently o.o ! Going for a body checkup this week or something. Hopefully no lung/heart/serious body illnesses -.- ! Hah. Just uploaded picture a moment ago so i guessed it's time for a proper update instead of craps :D

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Yes it's our first Valentine's Day together ! But baby booked out on Friday night, so i went to pick him up. Prepared a little gift for him ! He say only he can know what it is, so i won't say what i'd given him :b Love my silly boy.

i put it on top of his door frame !

think it's too obvious, before midnight he saw it LOL.

Heh. Have fun guessing what it is :b Hope baby like it ~ Then that day we went to watch the movie Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. It was quite good, we like the storyline [: And baby had been saying that he will turn to a lycan and bite me, SO BAD ! HAHAHAHA ! After that we went to .. Yes ! Ichiban Sushi for dinner (again, again, and again, never sick of it.) ~ AND I'M REALLY SO DUMB, I FORGOT ABOUT MY CAMERA T___T ! So i have to use my stupid phone to take :[ and i forgot to take with baby :[ So freaking absent minded !

Baby laughing when he's ordering the food cos' i'm snapping him very openly :b

Waiting ..

When he realised that his jacket got a little spotty stain of chocolate .. He made a fuss out of it :x

Crimson Tide & i-dont-know-what-cos'-i-dont-care drink LOL. Crimson Tide owns.

We asked for a saucer, she gave us 5 -.- !

Cupid's Set is loved. Various tempuras and ..

Our dear curry fondue (imba good) ! LOVED.

Too bad wasn't feeling well that day, couldn't eat much and made baby worried like mad ._. ! Sorry my dear ! Hugs ! So overall was good. Then we went around Causeway Point ! Baby wanted to get me a necklace from Citigems o.o ! But i thought for awhile, better not, cos' baby's NS pay is like so little, if he buy for me, we can feed on grass :D So other days then ! Hehe, though i really like that particular necklace alot, i must be considerate too [: And after that we went back to his house !

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Went North Point's Japanese food court with baby and his family. Had lunch over there, and the food there was like WOW ! So many different Japanese varieties :D But in the end i ordered this:

Spaghetti :x People eat Japanese food i eat Western !

Baby's omelette rice ! Beautiful wrapped !

Baby's second set of meal ! OMG ?!

Nothing to do, so this is Dickson, Dennis' little brother !

Was damn tired that day, so we didn't go anywhere else after lunch. Rested at home and DotA-ed with dearest. Then at night off to send him to book in (SIGH) !

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Decided to join the Celestial's basketball outing after buddy asked me to go :D Since baby's booking out at 6.30pm, shall go visit them ! Didn't want to play cos' i'm coughing like mad. But when i reach i was like hand itchy, so did play 2 rounds ~ Heh. Deprove like mad LOL. My stamina suck, was shivering on the first match and feels like vomiting ! Roar. Too weak already :[ I miss my shooter's skill LOL. Well well well, wait till i got my own ball then ! Anyway being a camera man is quite fun ! BUT I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE PICTURE ME AND BUDDY TOOK T___T

Before the games, buddy was there to teach Aki some maths -.-

Warm up for Panda (Celestial founder) !

This is the first time i saw Davien botak LOL.

Sky was dark, lucky it didn't rain :D

Shooto !

Match begins and chaos arrives !

Aki's dribbling !

Panda shoots the ball .. but missed !

Everyone's waiting for rebound !

Buddy and Yong Quan snatching the 'floor ball'.

Davien's in action !

Panda shooting again !

Roger shoots !

The view was blocked by Desmond LOL.

Panda in action ! He was trying to block buddy's ball -.-

Finally i got a shot of the ball going in ! But i'm clueless who shot it LOL.

Yong Quan the damn hardcore basketballer ~

Most probably this went in :D

Marcus in action ! Aiming !

Too bad i wasn't in action then ! Heh. Then after some resting and receiving cookies from Panda we took our group picture [:

This shot was not very well taken >:[

This is good :D !

And that's the end for Celestial outing and i rushed over to Pasir Ris to pick baby from booking out ! Went dinner with baby and his family at Sembawang. Nice food anyway. But wasn't feeling well, only ate a little of this and thats then off we went back ~

Tried sleeping around 10.30pm. Baby was fast asleep .. The later piece of thoughts is for Dennis dearest [: Don't read if you think it'll be disgusting and etc :b Continue after this part then !

Last night, i couldn't sleep with you. I was looking at your face all the time until i realised that i'd been watching for an hour or more. I was looking at you too deeply that I was drawn nearer to you every minute. Even though i could not see your face that clearly in the dark, your face had pulled my eyes fully focusing on you and nothing else. I tried sleeping without having to face you, but it didn't work this time. As i got nearer to you each minute, i was really tempted to palnt a kiss on your lips, but i didn't want to wake you up. And without realising what i'd done, my lips were already on yours. The feeling of getting so close to you, the feeling of you by me, everything seemed so perfect at that moment. By the time i regained some consciousness, a tear drop shed. I thought for a long time. I couldn't convince myself at all, that i was madly deeply in love with you, that i wouldn't want to live this lifetime without you. And i realised this, i'm so lucky to have you, a really wonderful boyfriend that i'd never dreamt that i'd have. Someone who would love me with his heart, stand by me no matter what. And sometimes i really feel so guilty that i'd been letting you suffer so much. All i do was to give you everything bad i could give, and had never put myself into your shoes. Then i ask myself, do i really deserve someone angelic like you ? It's something i couldn't ask for, but it's true that you belong to me now. My survival rate would be zero without you. I cant prove to you how much you meant to me, but my heart will show you. If i'm really sick, i hope it'd be love sick.

Continue at this part ! So i finally dozed off at 00.30am. Sadly, i woke up around 4am, with both my legs having very bad cramps. I went out to get some water and sat at the computer. After around 10 minutes, baby came to me from behind, he was giving me the worried look, so i went back to the room with him. I was so in pain that i cried. Baby was sweet ! Off-ed the fan and covered my legs with his legs so i would feel better. Indeed, my left leg feels better. He then covered both my legs with the blanket. And everything was fine. We chatted for some time. I love chatting with him, cos' it'd certainly make our communication better. It was 5am soon, we went out as we could not sleep anymore (sorry baby for waking you !) then we DotA-ed a few rounds before the sky was bright again. Had 2 pratas for breakfast, i almost vomitted them out -.- ! Then in the afternoon went out with baby to restock food for him to bring in to camp. After the little shopping we went back home and rested ~ It was raining.

Before we move off, baby asked me to wait for him in the room while he went to the toilet. We chatted again for 10 minutes. The most embarrassing moment happened just the next minute. Manda and Dennis is caught in the french-kissing act by Dickson, baby's little brother. When my corner of eye met his little brother's eye, i really hope there's a hole for me to burrow in LOL. I mean, i'm not afraid to do that in the public, but why is his little brother kind of spying us ?! AND HE WAS LOOKING AT ME WITH THE WTF FACE ?! HUR ?! LOL. Then i stopped, baby was stunned when i stop. Baby ask me what happen, i buried my face in his neck and giggled while asking him to look behind him. When he saw, we laughed like some tards -.- ! Baby say he gonna KO him next week when he books out HAHAHAHA. Time to send baby already, then it was emo and uneasy time.

Went back home after that. Wasn't feeling very good. Feel like vomitting with or even without food. Rush to the toilet, nothing came out except for bubbles. Ate some porridge and had the worse medicine i ever had. Salty and bitter, WTF ?! Almost vomited it out but lucky i did not. Was waiting for baby's SMS on the bed then i fainted off :[ When i woke, i got SMSes and missed calls from baby. Baby was worried again ._. Sorry. Called him and chatted for a while. Was feeling better but still a bit dizzy. Brought Chino for a walk cos' Chino was sweet when i was lying on the bed. He used his paw and scratch my hand and licked my palm, asking me to wake up ! Love him hehe. Then waited for baby's call before we turned the night in together !

Oh before i forgot, this picture was taken the next day after Valentine's.

Love you sweetheart.

So i think that's it, nothing else to blog anymore :D Take care all. Loves.

you're so sweet,
there's nothing else i wanna meet.

Oops, it's been a week !

2009-02-20T18:39:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates ! Ever since tag war stopped, been busy facebooking :D Pet Society is real cute ! I'm so so so damn sick, haven't recover even with my dad's super nice and nuitritious soups (of cos' with medication from the doctor duh) ._. ! And baby's also sick in the army :[ heart pain luh. I rarely see baby sick one can ?! Damn, feel so insecure now. Hope baby and i get well soon ! And hope baby feels better tomorrow cos' he'd be throwing live grenades (faint) ! Gonna pick him up tomorrow and after this week i'll do a proper update okay ! Update would be Valentine's Day ! Hehe. Bye all take care, screw the flu bug !

Welcome all to join !

2009-02-12T17:27:00.003+08:00

Tagboard war going on currently, 2 haters of me by the dog tags of - anon & anti-amanda - ! One of them should be the 17 year old kid/slut who tagged me a month ago [: How exciting, feel free to come join in the fun [: It's been long since the last tag war ! Gotta go out soon [:

Hey, continue to spam my tagboard if you want cos' i wont reply for the time being till i'm back ! Squeeze as much brain juice as you can cos' maybe it'll piss me, for just a little :b Come on, your tags are just like you, plain and boring [: It's making me yawn. Good luck have fun !

Update and my dates :b

2009-02-09T17:43:00.005+08:00

HI GUYS, BEFORE YOU READ THIS POST, REMEMBER TO READ MY POST IN o8o2o9 [: IT'S A BOUT A DUMB BITCH/KID ! I HIGHLIGHTED THE KEY POINTS !

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Finally i met up darling Jo after like 832624635603 years :b Met her at AMK Hub ! Was craving for Ichiban Sushi's drink, so darling was sweet to accompany me there to eat :D We chatted for like so long, even after we finished our food ! May darling and her dear last long long yeah ! Remember to ask me out more :b Anyway we didn't camwhore but there's some pictures [:

My favorite drink Crimson Tide and darling's Tokyo Sunrise !

My Chicken don't-know-what set :b I ate a mouth of Chawanmushi :/

Darling's Don Don Set !

My precious darling and her 'PEACE' :D

Really enjoyed myself that day and finally caught up with everything ! And we even bought boxers for ourselves and boyfs ! HAHAHA. Miss you darling, come out soon yeah ! Had really good laughs when i'm with you ! Hugs :D

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Went to pick baby around late morning [: Then after that went back to his house and waited him to prepare himself before we go out ! We cabbed down to Bugis (damn ex -.-) Wanted to eat Fried Fish Meat Mee Hoon, so brought baby there to eat :D Glad that he said it was good [: Then as i promised baby that i'd bring him to eat the super nice desserts, we went to Ah Chew Desserts after that. I had Steamed Egg with Milk while baby had Mango Pomelo something, it was good !! Love it. After that we went to take neoprints ! Baby promised :b ! We had fun inside the machine LOL. Fun shots ftw ! Totally different from the previous one we took !

The first time we took, considered sweet shots ? :D

On Saturday ! Fun shots, i love his expressions LOL.

That's our couple jackets from Addidas & couple shirts !

After neoprint session baby went to get Chewy Junior, it's our first time eating that and it's really nice :D Baby had Apple while i had Double Chocolate [: Nice ! Then we trained down to AMK Hub for our movie session ! Caught Bride Wars. Cute and funny movie, 4/5* :D headed back to baby's house after that !

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Went to Causeway Point's Toastbox for breakfast with baby around 11am ! Had pork floss toast while baby had Peanut one [: What a good breakfast yeah ! Then we went to the Courts over there and got my digital camera ! Wanted to get a Canon one but baby says its ugly LOL. So decided on this:

Red Olympus u1040 [:

Not that bad :D I love red ! Now i can camwhore with myself, anyone and print them out :D Gonna get a photo album soon, and maybe one specially for me and baby's pictures :b And then we went to Cold Storage and i bought baby snacks for him to bring in Tekong.

So went back home, DotA-ed with baby for a round and sent him off to book in, sigh !
I miss baby alot right now. He's gonna go for another 3d2n field camp on coming Wednesday :[ Emo ! Stupid army really :[

Anyway i'll continue my update another day [: Take care folks ! Toodles !

the time is running,
everything's changing,
the love of us would be everlasting.