Heyo peeps, manda's back with a brand new blog. Well, life's hasn't been good lately. Why is my blog named as lady lovelorn ? Obviously i'm out of love, so out of love heh. Hmmm, things are really bad nowadays. I don't know what the fcuk is really going on anymore. Things get more and more complicated, i got more and more confuse. I ask myself tons of questions, and the answers are always same. Maybe i'm really a dumbfcuk :[ I've loved with my heart, i know i have some shitty attitude, but it's still me, im the one and only in this world. Atleast im not like those materialistic bitches around. But why the fcuk is it me who always got hurt huh ? So fcuking unfair. Maybe i shouldn't put all my heart into someone again anymore. It's always like this man, im tired. When you love someone, he/she don't love you. When you don't love someone, he/she love you. Why ? Why do we only learn to cherish when we lost ? I don't wanna regret man, but it's always leading to it. Fcuk it yeah. I was ready to let go, and i can't because everytime i wanted to, something's to happen, and im fcuking back to waiting again. And hell, i cried again ! Just want some alcohol to forget for a moment :[

Anyway stay tune alright, i've got like so many pictures to upload ! This post is just to rant out my stupid feelings :D