It's the 4th day since baby was away. Been doing things half-heartedly. Dreamt about baby, guessed that i miss him too much in the days. Okay .. The worse is i never take good care of myself. I can't eat well so i didn't eat much. I can't sleep well so i slept late everynight. Luckily baby calls me 4-6 times a day [: Eased my heart .. But something stupid happened just now in the afternoon :[ I was preparing Christmas present for my love and i was cutting the paper with a penknife and -SLASH- ! My finger was raped. The blood was like hell lot :[ It was damn painful. I went to have a little nap after i wrapped my wound with a cotton and plaster. However the pain was too indescribly exaggerating. Half asleep for an hour plus. Woke up, mum ask me to put Qing Cao You. Okay fine. I went to try taking out the cotton and holy crap. It hurts so much till i trembled. It's just like after getting cut, i trembled like dont-know-what. Man, if only baby was here with me :[ I cried like a fcuktard too. Too many tears gone today. Then baby called. I went to pick my mobile while crying. Sorry baby, i know you're damn worried :[ I love you. I know baby was having a heartache, but it was an accident :[ Hope he's doing well inside man. Sigh. 1o days, how long can it get ? Holy. I've got the pictures of my finger, don't scroll down if you don't wanna see the bloody mess ! :D


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Trying to take it out, it's sticking to my wound. Fresh blood still flowing !



Can see that the fingers' meaty part abit of distortion. My meat almost chunk off abit.



Up close, my meat's tearing. Crap.



The cotton and plaster i cut out. If i peel it off would be omfgwtfbbq painful okay.



The aftermath of the imba painful Qing Cao You !



Okay that's the end ! Enough of grossness already. Time to emo ! Roar !




Within you i lost myself,
without you, i find myself wanting to be lost again.