Baby asked me for lunch together yesterday. I was very happy at first ! But then i realised that it wouldn't be the 2 of us, cos' his mum would be going too, to sign the contract with him for the army. Alright fine. It's still good to see him (: Just that cannot give mumus only :(

Got woken up by baby this morning, told me the time and stuffs .. Just showered ! Going to prepare myself and go over to his camp soon ! And after that his mum will drive us to Bedok .. One far end, nice ! Hope i will not be late ! Bye guys ~


Update:

Got home awhile ago. Baby signed on already. Even though there are some unexpectancies. All the best my dear. Sometimes i really felt that i'm a burden to baby. Cos' i've been feeding on him ever since we got together. I felt useless, cos' i can't do anything for him. I was quite sad when he was deciding whether to sign on due to the unexpectancies. But since he had already signed it, i will do my best to support dear !

After the contract thingy, i was feeling really down, sorry baby made you so worried. Then we went to Jurong Point to have LJS, told him i don't want to use so much of his money, don't want to go on a holiday with him already. But he didn't think the same as me. He said that i can choose not to use so much of his money, but holiday is a must. When i hear he say that, my tears feel like dropping.


To DCKW,

I have a very silly boyf, who i know love me for who i am, am indeed very lucky. Without you i'll definitely be feeling so damn lost. You're the one who always explain to me the pros and cons of everything. It's so good to have someone thoughtful, someone who is able to plan and think realistically. Never felt this way before, cos' before him i know i've been too naive. & baby, i love you darling boy.



I know some of the couples who are still naive, hope they think better for their future. Bye (: