Who: Baby Dennis.

What: Going overseas for army excercise and tests.

Where: Taiwan.

When: April 2o1o.

Why: How am i going to handle ?


Lol, sigh. I still don't know how am i going to handle this when the time comes :( Even though baby said that he'll booked our own tickets to Taiwan before going off for his army's one. I don't know what will be my motivation without him, how do i live without you baby ? Yes i know it's still long, but time flies .. I want to get myself prepared now rather than it's nearer to the date. I'm so so so used to stick around him, sigh. Before the army, there isn't any day we missed to meet up .. Now it's like we're going to part for 20 over days :( Aww man, i need to find something to keep me motivated and more positive. 6 more months for me to recover, i hope i can do it. Doesn't want my dear to worry, but i know it's inevitable. I've been dreaming so much about him these days :( really miss him so badly. What's wrong with me, haven't been strong these days, is it due to my stupid mense ? Feel so much like crying ..


Who's going to be with me when i need someone ?
Who's going to be there to give me mumu and popos ?
Who's going to bring me out for meals and movies ?
Who's going to cheer me up with silly faces and voices ?
Who's going to act cute and sai-nai to make me laugh ?
Who's going to hug me to sleep in the lonely nights ?
Who's going to sayang me when i am so clumsy ?
Who's going to take sweet pictures with me ?
Who's going to tell me everything's gonna be alright ?
Who's going to do crazy stuffs with me when i'm bored ?


So many things that won't be done without him. Sigh. This is bad, real bad. I want to be strong, but how ? Enlighten me. Argh. Guess i won't be blogging much already, till i feel better :( Baby's week is going to be so screwed. Kinda worried for him. It's Tuesday, 2 more nights to go, and i'll have him with me. Saturday's BBQ, can't wait. Hopefully his Battalion off in December would be 3 weeks, it's a 3 whole weeks i really need. But baby says most probably is 1-2 weeks :( Hopefully hopefully please. Then we can go on a short holiday too ! Days without you are too slow, and days with you are too fast.

Baby's staff told him that the break-up in relationship rate in 3 Sig is 80%, but if we can overcome this, i'm sure the future will be better (: Baby and i may be a little worried for this, but we know that this love will be strong for this obstacle up next. I love you sweetheart.

Anyway congrats to Ee Tien for getting platoon best, so proud of you my friend ! And all the best to those who're enlisting !



Baby helping me to do up my eggs. Who's gonna help me when he's not around ?